Thursday, July 31, 2008 ♥
@ Thursday, July 31, 2008
Yesterday 30 July 2008 and Today's 31 July 2008 happening : School
Yesterday, 30 July 2008 Wednesday
Bored of school / video clip below
Yesterday was quite fun. Lessons were bored and bags were heavy.
Reach school probably like 8am exactly and Mel reach at the same
time. Cool huh? nope. Ok while waiting Fira to finish her History
test, me and Mel as pernormal, we camwhore at the stairs. Crazy.
But afterall, we enjoyed it. Infocomm was fun, like suddenly. Plan
of making the website and more. Oh, before going infocomm, took
a video of thems at infocomm lepak place. Maut uh sah!! haha. =D
After Infocomm, accompany Fira to buy all the stuff for Cme. Such
a tiring day. I was sweating like a pig, not really. Print out pictures
and decided to put at my Cme private book Yassin's face. I want
teacher to know that im attach to him, lol. Friends pix, families and
more. Went home, straight i started decorating+doing hmwk and
Acin bby called, again. Shwit kan dier=D dier matair aku ok. iLhim
TODAY, 31 July 2008 Thursday
Our second time punishment / video clip below
Today, was fucking fun and not. The bad news is we get punishment,
i mean the whole people in class 212. Kns. Tell you later ok. So, Mr
Rajoo didnt attend school, YESSA! cool lah. But still we were needed
to do work. Tsk Tsk. Ouh, help Fira a lilbit with her Cme work. Just
do a decoration only. Maths was very sleepy and Dayya OH Dayya
had an imaginary friend. Was quite scared when she talk by herself.
So, i just forget it. Nazirah, im sure she like it=D Recess? didn't eat.
Just ate a cupcake. Save money oiii !! and just drank plain water=D
most jokes for the whole music lesn. Oh, the teacher sucks ok. We
did our own things and yaaa, our class fought again with 213 chinese
boys. Pity Nathaniel. He was fucking innocent n that bloody sucking
guys trying to hurt Nathaniel. WTF rite?Becos of him and gangs we
kena staybck after assembly till 3.15 doin punishment. Like fuck ya
bt quite fun. Got aircon inside d hall n lights were turn off. Seriously
majority of my friends like it. It feels like can overnight at the hall.
FUN. And Mdm Rukshana let us go=] like finally. After school, slack
and went home with Melissa dearest..OH, ilove my baby, Yassin
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 ♥
@ Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Yesterday and Today : School
Yesterday, 28 July 2008 was notink. Nothing fun happend in school ok.
Today, 29 July 2008 is Presentation Day, like finally because it has been
postpone every minute, every second. Like dumb rite. So yeah, i was so
damn nervous but afterall, my group did great eventhough it is not that
perfect. And yes, i got many positive comment from the teachers. Guess
what? They like my voice. The way i present and talk. Thank You Mr
Rajoo, Miss Idamurni and Miss Toh=D all of you commented about my
clear tune and presenting POSITIVELY. Oh, i didnt get negative ones k.
Let it be my 1st time reading it with proud. Eventhough the others from
my group didn't get positive comment, cheer up, u guys did a great job.
Before presenting, i seriously pray hard for the best and thank God=]]
I DID A GREAT JOB
Sees Natasha's group presenting for a while. It was quite good okeyh.
Then, went out of the room and sees Fira going to cry due to problem.
Oh the video that i took, Mel deleted it. Gosh! Mel, u better apologise.
Went canteen, slack for a while. Then me and Mel headed home. Oh,
we do camwhore and chit chat a lot. It was bored so we do stup stuff.
Not forgetting, starting of school, Miss Saw ask Mel a favour then Mel
do it and i were ask to follow. So i follow. Entered the hall full of tables
and chairs since its for Sec 4exp and Sec5na exams are in progress.
Such a heaven place. Only me and Mel were inside, alone. Took pix.
So, thats all about it and Yassin bby called=D sayanggg die mani2!!!
when boredom strikes
FidiStar LOVE AcinStar
0612007
Yesterday, 28 July 2008 was notink. Nothing fun happend in school ok.
Today, 29 July 2008 is Presentation Day, like finally because it has been
postpone every minute, every second. Like dumb rite. So yeah, i was so
damn nervous but afterall, my group did great eventhough it is not that
perfect. And yes, i got many positive comment from the teachers. Guess
what? They like my voice. The way i present and talk. Thank You Mr
Rajoo, Miss Idamurni and Miss Toh=D all of you commented about my
clear tune and presenting POSITIVELY. Oh, i didnt get negative ones k.
Let it be my 1st time reading it with proud. Eventhough the others from
my group didn't get positive comment, cheer up, u guys did a great job.
Before presenting, i seriously pray hard for the best and thank God=]]
I DID A GREAT JOB
Sees Natasha's group presenting for a while. It was quite good okeyh.
Then, went out of the room and sees Fira going to cry due to problem.
Oh the video that i took, Mel deleted it. Gosh! Mel, u better apologise.
Went canteen, slack for a while. Then me and Mel headed home. Oh,
we do camwhore and chit chat a lot. It was bored so we do stup stuff.
Not forgetting, starting of school, Miss Saw ask Mel a favour then Mel
do it and i were ask to follow. So i follow. Entered the hall full of tables
and chairs since its for Sec 4exp and Sec5na exams are in progress.
Such a heaven place. Only me and Mel were inside, alone. Took pix.
So, thats all about it and Yassin bby called=D sayanggg die mani2!!!
when boredom strikes
FidiStar LOVE AcinStar
0612007
Sunday, July 27, 2008 ♥
@ Sunday, July 27, 2008
Bby, im sure you are reading this
just like you say yesterday, that i will surely type a long
story about what happend yesterday=D maybe u are rite.
Yesterday, 26 July 2008 Saturday
A day out with Melissa dearest and Yassin bby and feat Syafiq and Elias.
I cant believe yesterday was the happiest day for me hanging out with
them=D Firstly, meet up with Mel at Bedok Inter at around 1.15pm. Mit
up with her den headed to Bugis since she's going to buy me the last beltd
birthday present. Happy ;D thanx Mel. Mel bought for me a shirt so do
she. Its red anyway. Then slack for a while since boyfie haven't arrive yet
at Vivo. Ate Old Chang Kee. Sat at the stairs which is beside the escalator.
Didn't buy much since i just brought $5, i totally forgotten to bring my
another $10! gosh. Slack at Bugis till 3.10pm. Receive a msg from bby n
i took the mrt, alone without Mel to go Vivo. Mel, went home and she
wish me a good luck. Thankiuu Mel, again =P hah. I was fcuking nervous
to meet him since its been like a few months i didn't get to meet him ...
Oh ya, before going home. Like normal, me and Mel camwhore =D lol.
Bahaha, i feel like someone is following me while walking to the Harbour
Front mrt. Weird maut!! Its a guy anw. Quite... urmm... idk. He keep like
spying on me. WTH u want man.. and when going down the escalator, he
was beside me sia!! like suddenly. I was like making a whatever face. He
keep standing beside me while walking and spying on me. He was quite..
cute, i guess but im sure, Yassin is more cuter than him;D Acin, no offence
okeyh. So yeah, after reaching Vivo, was kindda lost. Nyahaha. Gerek ke
per, lol. Actually, not lost lah just went to a wrong side. Meet up with him
and Syafiq at the bustop where i always took bus 30 at there. Was just
about to go down the stairs then Acin&Fiq appear infront of me. OmG, my
heart was beating fast. Like finally i get to see him! =] He is still an adorable
Yassin i knew before. Gahhh, bby.. u always say that i always smile, dream
and make a sad face. Well, sad face is just nothing. Dream is just my evrdy
routine. Just SMILE, wanna know why i always smile? Its because im hapi
to see you after a long time u have left me breathless then, u came back.
I keep remembering those days esp our very first date. How memorable
was it. I've lost you after i had Shahfiq. And when im with u, my feelings
for you came back again. U make me LOVE U again, ily bby=D yeahhhh!
Slack at outside Vivo with Yassin and Syafiq. Such a funny jokes u both
make. Thanks eh for making me laugh. And and, bby thanx for the kisses
u gave me=] shwitt !! Oh syng, im sorry if u re always being candid by me.
I just love taking candid pictures XD hah. And please remember this word
"Flyer" not "Flower". Kiut anw=)) Elias then appeared. More fun lah kan.
Jokes all the way. It was cold though. Ate at Kfc. After that, me and Acin
follow Elias go somewhere? forgotten per, haha. Then, boarded the mrt
from Redhill to Bedok since bby wanna sent me home as well as Elias is
following. In the mrt, gahhh. Sweet lah kan. Like husband and wife. Ceh,
kidding ajek. Stand all the way... roar! haha. Tired sah kene diri!! ... -.-
Ajak them tour around Bedok for a while. Actually he wanna sent me till
under my block but2 just remember, my father's closest friend always
slack under the block evry night. If not, i seriously want boyfie to sent me
under my block. Haisshh. Syng. thanx anw and im sorry. Maybe next
time, i promise. And not forgetting, thankiuu for yesterday splendid day!
OUH, my bet will be soon, i guess=D i will do it, don't worry be happy=]
ILOVEU, BBY !!!!
FidiStar ♡ AcinStar
0612007
story about what happend yesterday=D maybe u are rite.
Yesterday, 26 July 2008 Saturday
A day out with Melissa dearest and Yassin bby and feat Syafiq and Elias.
I cant believe yesterday was the happiest day for me hanging out with
them=D Firstly, meet up with Mel at Bedok Inter at around 1.15pm. Mit
up with her den headed to Bugis since she's going to buy me the last beltd
birthday present. Happy ;D thanx Mel. Mel bought for me a shirt so do
she. Its red anyway. Then slack for a while since boyfie haven't arrive yet
at Vivo. Ate Old Chang Kee. Sat at the stairs which is beside the escalator.
Didn't buy much since i just brought $5, i totally forgotten to bring my
another $10! gosh. Slack at Bugis till 3.10pm. Receive a msg from bby n
i took the mrt, alone without Mel to go Vivo. Mel, went home and she
wish me a good luck. Thankiuu Mel, again =P hah. I was fcuking nervous
to meet him since its been like a few months i didn't get to meet him ...
Oh ya, before going home. Like normal, me and Mel camwhore =D lol.
Bahaha, i feel like someone is following me while walking to the Harbour
Front mrt. Weird maut!! Its a guy anw. Quite... urmm... idk. He keep like
spying on me. WTH u want man.. and when going down the escalator, he
was beside me sia!! like suddenly. I was like making a whatever face. He
keep standing beside me while walking and spying on me. He was quite..
cute, i guess but im sure, Yassin is more cuter than him;D Acin, no offence
okeyh. So yeah, after reaching Vivo, was kindda lost. Nyahaha. Gerek ke
per, lol. Actually, not lost lah just went to a wrong side. Meet up with him
and Syafiq at the bustop where i always took bus 30 at there. Was just
about to go down the stairs then Acin&Fiq appear infront of me. OmG, my
heart was beating fast. Like finally i get to see him! =] He is still an adorable
Yassin i knew before. Gahhh, bby.. u always say that i always smile, dream
and make a sad face. Well, sad face is just nothing. Dream is just my evrdy
routine. Just SMILE, wanna know why i always smile? Its because im hapi
to see you after a long time u have left me breathless then, u came back.
I keep remembering those days esp our very first date. How memorable
was it. I've lost you after i had Shahfiq. And when im with u, my feelings
for you came back again. U make me LOVE U again, ily bby=D yeahhhh!
Slack at outside Vivo with Yassin and Syafiq. Such a funny jokes u both
make. Thanks eh for making me laugh. And and, bby thanx for the kisses
u gave me=] shwitt !! Oh syng, im sorry if u re always being candid by me.
I just love taking candid pictures XD hah. And please remember this word
"Flyer" not "Flower". Kiut anw=)) Elias then appeared. More fun lah kan.
Jokes all the way. It was cold though. Ate at Kfc. After that, me and Acin
follow Elias go somewhere? forgotten per, haha. Then, boarded the mrt
from Redhill to Bedok since bby wanna sent me home as well as Elias is
following. In the mrt, gahhh. Sweet lah kan. Like husband and wife. Ceh,
kidding ajek. Stand all the way... roar! haha. Tired sah kene diri!! ... -.-
Ajak them tour around Bedok for a while. Actually he wanna sent me till
under my block but2 just remember, my father's closest friend always
slack under the block evry night. If not, i seriously want boyfie to sent me
under my block. Haisshh. Syng. thanx anw and im sorry. Maybe next
time, i promise. And not forgetting, thankiuu for yesterday splendid day!
OUH, my bet will be soon, i guess=D i will do it, don't worry be happy=]
ILOVEU, BBY !!!!
FidiStar ♡ AcinStar
0612007
Friday, July 25, 2008 ♥
@ Friday, July 25, 2008
Today, Its soccer day for girls and boys =]
25 July 2008, Friday
Don't ask much. As pernormal, English lesson was bored but
Pe wasn't that bored. Played soccer except for me, Nisah and
Shiping. We were not feeling well. If not, i would join with them
play soccer at the field but due to my.. i coulnt play that much.
I keep adoring of playing soccer everytime. I wish PingYi got
the cca for next year. Soccer for girls, hell yeah. I remember
those times me, sis and more played soccer with brother at the
field and street soccer. How fun was that. Always remember.
Skip, so Science was bored. Mother Tongue we were needed
to do composition. Sucking it. I was out of words from my mind.
Im lost but still i keep forcing to remember those words again.
And yesh, my story sucks. haha. After school, straight forward
went to Bedok Inter with Mel since she wantd to buy for me the
very very very belated birthday gift and that is a shoe. ILit=D
and yet, she still need to buy for me a shirt. Thank You kay, Mel
and tmrw! cant wait its a day with Melissa, Yassin and Syafiq.
Hope it will be a spendid day and i really wanna camwhore with
Melissa and Yassin dearest=D Gyeahhh. ILTHEM=D ehehhee.
Don't ask much. As pernormal, English lesson was bored but
Pe wasn't that bored. Played soccer except for me, Nisah and
Shiping. We were not feeling well. If not, i would join with them
play soccer at the field but due to my.. i coulnt play that much.
I keep adoring of playing soccer everytime. I wish PingYi got
the cca for next year. Soccer for girls, hell yeah. I remember
those times me, sis and more played soccer with brother at the
field and street soccer. How fun was that. Always remember.
Skip, so Science was bored. Mother Tongue we were needed
to do composition. Sucking it. I was out of words from my mind.
Im lost but still i keep forcing to remember those words again.
And yesh, my story sucks. haha. After school, straight forward
went to Bedok Inter with Mel since she wantd to buy for me the
very very very belated birthday gift and that is a shoe. ILit=D
and yet, she still need to buy for me a shirt. Thank You kay, Mel
and tmrw! cant wait its a day with Melissa, Yassin and Syafiq.
Hope it will be a spendid day and i really wanna camwhore with
Melissa and Yassin dearest=D Gyeahhh. ILTHEM=D ehehhee.
Thursday, July 24, 2008 ♥
@ Thursday, July 24, 2008
Thursday, 24 July 2008
Stomachache early in the morning, i don't why. I think due
to the food yesterday i ate. Skip, listen to music for a while
before waking up. Took a shower and fasten change to go
Singapore General Hospital for eye checkup. Good lah for
me because no need to go school but but im missing school
and friends. Friends always make me happy go lucky, =D
oh, shit lah seyh, im fcuking coming "that" one siaa, aiyo!!
When there with daddy since he took a day off of sending
me to SGH. I was in a good mood though. Probably reach
at the eye center about 9am++, i guess. Oh damn it, i've
lost my appointment card and i was needed to wait like 2
to 3 hours. Long story. And ya, safe!!! i was discharged.
There's no need to come again because its not serious. But,
just left one. About my height and weight. Im below what
doctor expected. So yeah, tmrw will b taking the apoinmnt
card. Guess what? its at SGH, again. haha. Camwhore a bit
and dearest daddy belanja me buy eyeliner which cost $5.
Thank You, daddy=] sayang die lah kan. Gotto end here.
BYE and ILOVEMYDEARESTSTAR, ACIN
Stomachache early in the morning, i don't why. I think due
to the food yesterday i ate. Skip, listen to music for a while
before waking up. Took a shower and fasten change to go
Singapore General Hospital for eye checkup. Good lah for
me because no need to go school but but im missing school
and friends. Friends always make me happy go lucky, =D
oh, shit lah seyh, im fcuking coming "that" one siaa, aiyo!!
When there with daddy since he took a day off of sending
me to SGH. I was in a good mood though. Probably reach
at the eye center about 9am++, i guess. Oh damn it, i've
lost my appointment card and i was needed to wait like 2
to 3 hours. Long story. And ya, safe!!! i was discharged.
There's no need to come again because its not serious. But,
just left one. About my height and weight. Im below what
doctor expected. So yeah, tmrw will b taking the apoinmnt
card. Guess what? its at SGH, again. haha. Camwhore a bit
and dearest daddy belanja me buy eyeliner which cost $5.
Thank You, daddy=] sayang die lah kan. Gotto end here.
BYE and ILOVEMYDEARESTSTAR, ACIN
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ♥
@ Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Today, 23 July 2008 Wednesday
Woke up late since its Wednesday. Bby message me, how
sweet but i was asleep at that time=D Board the same bus
as Fira since she ask me too. It was raining though. Luckily
i went to the bustop earlier. English was bloody scaring bcos
we all were needed to test one by one to tell about the story.
N i was safe. I was damn nervous okeyh, the story is quite
long and i was like shivering to death. History test was quite
hard but but ask Melissa for answer bcos she just sat beside
me since a relief teacher took over.
After school, needed to wait like 2hrs and 30min to go for cca
which is at 4pm-6pm. Watch a movie at canteen and also 2nd
level since our canteen got plasma teeeveeeee. lame, i know.
Camwhore with Mel and Shakila since we were bored and
nothing to do. Plus, me and Mel were looking for jobs. Called
the Photography Model [student are welcome] and yup, we
can go but its Mel. Its at Dhoby Ghaut. For me, i fcuking want
tat job. Well, think again decided to try working at Long John
Silver [bedok] or Burger King [changi airport]. hahahhhahah.
So yeah, we haven't decide yet and ya, ILOVEMYBABY=D !!!
And, tmrw i will not be going to school
since i will be at hospital for half the day
i will miss you guys okeyh but but, u guys
dun worry, its just a small thing ;D loveya!
Woke up late since its Wednesday. Bby message me, how
sweet but i was asleep at that time=D Board the same bus
as Fira since she ask me too. It was raining though. Luckily
i went to the bustop earlier. English was bloody scaring bcos
we all were needed to test one by one to tell about the story.
N i was safe. I was damn nervous okeyh, the story is quite
long and i was like shivering to death. History test was quite
hard but but ask Melissa for answer bcos she just sat beside
me since a relief teacher took over.
After school, needed to wait like 2hrs and 30min to go for cca
which is at 4pm-6pm. Watch a movie at canteen and also 2nd
level since our canteen got plasma teeeveeeee. lame, i know.
Camwhore with Mel and Shakila since we were bored and
nothing to do. Plus, me and Mel were looking for jobs. Called
the Photography Model [student are welcome] and yup, we
can go but its Mel. Its at Dhoby Ghaut. For me, i fcuking want
tat job. Well, think again decided to try working at Long John
Silver [bedok] or Burger King [changi airport]. hahahhhahah.
So yeah, we haven't decide yet and ya, ILOVEMYBABY=D !!!
And, tmrw i will not be going to school
since i will be at hospital for half the day
i will miss you guys okeyh but but, u guys
dun worry, its just a small thing ;D loveya!
Monday, July 21, 2008 ♥
@ Monday, July 21, 2008
Today, 21 July 2008 Monday
Probably, today is health checkup and i was needed to go
hospital for an appointment. I was sad becos none of my
friends were needed to go hospital. Its just me. Sobs sobs.
Thursday will be going hospital, so i won't be coming to
school. Reminder to my classmates. I'll be fine, No worry.
After school, slack at Mac for a while since its raining. Then
headed home and sleep like a pig. Oh, Yassin bby called;D
I LOVE HIM, hell yeah !!!
So, yeah let it be 6 months being with Yassin bby. If not,
it will be 8 months on the 6th of August. But, u guys shld
know what happend in the past. I mish Shahfiq, no offence
i mish Fiq,Zul,Azar,Zaki and more. I mish their jokes b4.
Yassin, i hope u will not be mad okeyh. Please understand.
I wanna meet them soon and soon. I truly lost them seyh!
Probably, today is health checkup and i was needed to go
hospital for an appointment. I was sad becos none of my
friends were needed to go hospital. Its just me. Sobs sobs.
Thursday will be going hospital, so i won't be coming to
school. Reminder to my classmates. I'll be fine, No worry.
After school, slack at Mac for a while since its raining. Then
headed home and sleep like a pig. Oh, Yassin bby called;D
I LOVE HIM, hell yeah !!!
So, yeah let it be 6 months being with Yassin bby. If not,
it will be 8 months on the 6th of August. But, u guys shld
know what happend in the past. I mish Shahfiq, no offence
i mish Fiq,Zul,Azar,Zaki and more. I mish their jokes b4.
Yassin, i hope u will not be mad okeyh. Please understand.
I wanna meet them soon and soon. I truly lost them seyh!
Sunday, July 20, 2008 ♥
@ Sunday, July 20, 2008
Yesterday, 19 July 2008 Saturday
Hangout with Dearest Feesah at Tampines Mall and also
Vivo City at night. Gerek maut hangout with her eventhough
just the two of us but still, she rock my world okeyh babes!
Feesah lawa maut oii!!! She's farking kind and shwit!!! =D
Meet up with her at outside guardian the mrt there and
we firstly headed to Golden Village then siak uh, many2
people. Tk sanggup nk line up. Instead of going Golden
Village, we headed to the Century Cineplex to watch a
movie. Plan to watch Batman,The Dark Knight last two
days. The show was sooo shiok but, many suspend. Lol.
You guys should watch it. So yeah, we got talk lah dumb.
She open a lot of topics, thats kindda good=Dhehe. So,
now i know more... We walk2 at Tm and then, headed to
Sunplaza Park. Maut, ade Kuda Kempang lagi sahh. And
we camwhore!! hehe. It was raining ya. Seat for a while
and went to the library. Called mum and say that i have
forgotten to bring my keys. Nobody was not at home.
So, no choice, went to Vivo at night! My second time=D
Nice view ya. Laugh2 at there together. Called many2
people eg. Zul,Zaki,Helmi lah. Prank diorang. Haha!Fun.
Slack at there, talk2 and make jokes! lol. Play water at
Skypark. Can it be more FUN hanging out with Feesah?
funnnnn!! Gyeahhh, ILOVEHER yaw sbagai kawan baik!
So, probably reach home like 10.15pm but mum and dad
never scold due to reasons bcos i never bring keys, haha
I surely wanna hangout with her AGAIN!! wee~ hehe!!!
Those Fun Days. And, guess what? Patch up with Yassin.
Continue our journey.
Now, we have been together 6 mnths? IDK.
love him
FidiStarLOVEAcinStar
Friday, July 18, 2008 ♥
Those Tiring Day @ Friday, July 18, 2008
Almost 12 am =] in just 1 min time.
Today,Friday
1807008
Eventhough i've lost him, i'll still stay strong no matter it
hurts me badly. I know it ended so early. This will be his
first time getting beyond one month plus, i guess. Hopefully
Shahfiq and Izyan can last long forever. Thats a wish from
me. Thats what Shahfiq deserve but i don't deserve getting
hurt. U cannot feel what i feel right now. Its bleeding. How
can i heal it? Plaster? no. Now, all i need is my familes and
friends support, thats all i don't care whether to have a boy
or not. It doesn't matter. Jus like Fira and Yaya say. Reality
Love is more better than Cyber Love. Thanx for the advise
friends=D u guys make me more stronger. Ok, lets start.
School as per normal, it sucks ya. Its fine with me without
having any relantionship for now. It won't make me die. I
jus nid my friends and familes and also to have gud grades
for all my tests and exams. No offence Fiq. Im speaking the
truth. During PE lesson, we slack since we have done all the
Napfa test. We took almost 30 plus pichas just for that one
lesson.So, makan after school and headed to Bedok Int wif
Fira,Yaya and Melissa to accompany buy things. After that,
sleep at home. I was farking tired okay. Sleep for almost 3
hours and woke up at about 8pm gitu and search for food.
Chat till almost 1am plus with Dearest Mohsen and Feesah
Bby. They re my kawan tersayang. I Luv Them, hell yeah!
So, lets end this with todays happening? haha. Bye bbes ♥
Today,Friday
1807008
Eventhough i've lost him, i'll still stay strong no matter it
hurts me badly. I know it ended so early. This will be his
first time getting beyond one month plus, i guess. Hopefully
Shahfiq and Izyan can last long forever. Thats a wish from
me. Thats what Shahfiq deserve but i don't deserve getting
hurt. U cannot feel what i feel right now. Its bleeding. How
can i heal it? Plaster? no. Now, all i need is my familes and
friends support, thats all i don't care whether to have a boy
or not. It doesn't matter. Jus like Fira and Yaya say. Reality
Love is more better than Cyber Love. Thanx for the advise
friends=D u guys make me more stronger. Ok, lets start.
School as per normal, it sucks ya. Its fine with me without
having any relantionship for now. It won't make me die. I
jus nid my friends and familes and also to have gud grades
for all my tests and exams. No offence Fiq. Im speaking the
truth. During PE lesson, we slack since we have done all the
Napfa test. We took almost 30 plus pichas just for that one
lesson.So, makan after school and headed to Bedok Int wif
Fira,Yaya and Melissa to accompany buy things. After that,
sleep at home. I was farking tired okay. Sleep for almost 3
hours and woke up at about 8pm gitu and search for food.
Chat till almost 1am plus with Dearest Mohsen and Feesah
Bby. They re my kawan tersayang. I Luv Them, hell yeah!
So, lets end this with todays happening? haha. Bye bbes ♥
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ♥
@ Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Sorry for the very late post
was quite lazy to update my blog
and im lazy to story what happend
in the past especially me and shahfiq.
Today, 16 July 2008 Wednesday
Oh gawd, totally skipped Infocomm just for the sake
of going Choa Chu Kang Stadium to support Aliff!!!!
Yeah, like finally. Took pictures. And many2 people
were there. Saw Shahfiq and friends, saw Radhi and
friends and also Izyan Hazwani. I keep running here
and there because im farking dun want them to see
my true colours. Azar saw my true colours, i think so.
Bought ribbons for tmrw's slipper design competition.
Credits to Shakila,Shafirah and Hanisah untk temakan.
To my dearest sayangs, Fira and Yaya. Im sorry is these
few days im kindda not hangout with you guys a lot
just like before. Its just that i want to stay happy for
the mean of time. I hope, we re still bestfriends.
Broke up with Shahfiq. IDK fcuk. So, today was the
last day to see Fiq. I have to forget him no matter it
hurts me a lot. Was about to cry inside the bus bt hold
on with my tears. He's tired of love bt he still loves me.
Can u explain it to me? Love is not like this thats why
i leave you, terpaksa. I love you, yes but there's no
use if i keep loving the person which the person
is tired of love rite? My promise is not kept, im sori
bt how long can i stay this way. I need REAL LOVE.
I need a guy who can takecare of me good. I trust u
that u can do that bt day by day, u changed a lot.
I HATE IT
its your choice fiq. im now okay with izyan all but its just your .......... u should know. Fighting will not solve the problem.
and im lazy to story what happend
in the past especially me and shahfiq.
Today, 16 July 2008 Wednesday
Oh gawd, totally skipped Infocomm just for the sake
of going Choa Chu Kang Stadium to support Aliff!!!!
Yeah, like finally. Took pictures. And many2 people
were there. Saw Shahfiq and friends, saw Radhi and
friends and also Izyan Hazwani. I keep running here
and there because im farking dun want them to see
my true colours. Azar saw my true colours, i think so.
Bought ribbons for tmrw's slipper design competition.
Credits to Shakila,Shafirah and Hanisah untk temakan.
To my dearest sayangs, Fira and Yaya. Im sorry is these
few days im kindda not hangout with you guys a lot
just like before. Its just that i want to stay happy for
the mean of time. I hope, we re still bestfriends.
Broke up with Shahfiq. IDK fcuk. So, today was the
last day to see Fiq. I have to forget him no matter it
hurts me a lot. Was about to cry inside the bus bt hold
on with my tears. He's tired of love bt he still loves me.
Can u explain it to me? Love is not like this thats why
i leave you, terpaksa. I love you, yes but there's no
use if i keep loving the person which the person
is tired of love rite? My promise is not kept, im sori
bt how long can i stay this way. I need REAL LOVE.
I need a guy who can takecare of me good. I trust u
that u can do that bt day by day, u changed a lot.
I HATE IT
its your choice fiq. im now okay with izyan all but its just your .......... u should know. Fighting will not solve the problem.
