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Sunday, August 31, 2008
@ Sunday, August 31, 2008







Friday, 29 August 2008


HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY


Currently, Friday i was absent from school due to waking up late and im blardy
lazy to wake up. Its Teacher's Day, anw and nothing much happend but there
was a cake. Gawd the cake was fcuking nice. I will be looking forward to buy tat
kinda cake on his birthday. Or maybe for sister also. Idk but it will be a secret.
So yeah, i was absent and went out with Yaya and Fira to Bugis and Tampines
Mall. Camwhore, like finally and yesh Yaya's face is superrr like a barbie doll !!
And yes, im fcuking envy of this girl. So WHAT! if u re making me jealous. Tat
precious insect is still forever mine. That thing was received but u dont, bitch!
Dun act like a super child lah. Be more mature. Im looking forward to balas !!!




Yesterday, Saturday 30 August 2008
A Lovely Day With Boyfie And Friends





Its the best baybeh! ILit. I've realised that my friends and Yassin's friends are
getin closer day by day. Oh, i realised it when Yaya and Elias talk to each other.
Usually, dey always fought wif each other. Remembering d unbelievable incident
at Plaza Singapura. Yassin's friends and mine had a slight fighting scene at dere.
Im nt happy with it. They, keep sindir-ing each other wif a pickanannies words.
And finally, we didn't get to have a fun. But now, its getting fun and fun. I mean
more fun. Thumbs up bby. A wide smile was thrown at my face when they are
like finally in a conversation. I hope, it will get more better. Get back to reality.


- Wake up at 7.30am and play computer for a while then headed to shower at 8.45am
- Changed, hairdo. Had a breakfast then headed to Yaya's crib at 11am
- Reach her house and her mom ajak go to Yaya saudara's engagement =]
- Took a cab then with her mom and sister. Gawd, my very first time.
- Okay, then slack at one of this room. Around 3pm, we headed to Vivo and go
Sentosa, actually . For a while. Then headed to Vivo with boyfie and friends.


Reach Vivo back, hmmmm i cant really remember what happend but all i know
is fun=] Since Kfc is full with peoples, they decided to pack and eat at the deeper
side of skypark. They totally crap a lot. Funny!! Ok, then Yaya, Haiqal, Elias and
Marzuq will be going Marina while the others will be staying at Vivo. So, theyyy
played soccer=] Me and Yassin? Dating lah. hah! ok, lame but its true. Mum msg
me and ask me to go home by 9.30pm. I was like??! ohman. I just want to have
fun with bby before fasting month yet, he will busy. I kindda ignore mum. And
walk out from vivo at 9.45pm, i guess and give b a present b4 we separate. Both
give the last peck for the day n walk away. Both train come=] and while i board
bus 222, my eyes were going to close but tahan uh and i reach hme at 10.45pm!


I CANT BELIEVE THAT DAY WAS ACTUALLY WONDERFUL





[candid shots of bby]


I LOVE MY BABY LOVE, YASSIN





Thursday, August 28, 2008
@ Thursday, August 28, 2008




Yesterday, 27 August 2008 Wednesday

Yesterday, totally vandalised my own hand and put mine and Yassin's name.
Gawd, i swear i love him very much. Well, nothing much yesterday lah. Was
in a total bored. Passed my Maths, Malay, History , Dnt and the others have
not given out the marks yet. I was damn anxious to know English but havent
get yet, pathetic siot. Maths and Malay was borderline pass 51/100 for both,
maths and malay, history 69/100 and dnt second highest=]] 82/100 yaw, lol.
I seriously did badly seyh. I totally cried, huhu. Sad u know. Dissapointed !=[
n my pretty handsome boyfriend, Yassin , called always at night. How sweet

Today, 28 August 2008 Thursday



Today was quite fun especially Homeroom period. Amirul was there for me
by msg-ing each other while Yassin didn't get to msg me. But, Acin is much
more the best of my boyfriend=] kaching! hah. So yeah, now i totally get a
crap of what Miss Ginny taught us about Volume and Surface Area. Lamer.
After recess is music. Mendak siol. Dah lah hujan n den lagi2 tempat aircon.
Maut uh. But,m e Mel n Shahidah crap a lot n we didnt listen to the teacher.
Then it came Dnt. Teacher never come due to his course. So not the fun and
the relief teacher was Miss Ginny?!! wth lah. Actually ok lah. Learn an extra
math and camwhore a lil bit only and Mel and Shahidah do stup things siaaa.
Until teacher scold. So, its homeroom period. Continued the Talent Show. I
took a video lah. Crap sia inside the class. The performance was better=] I
truly like it. Oh, i hide from teacher bcos i dun want teacher to choose me!!
G was damn funny, haha. But afterall, it was fun and the video is part 2 aitz

CONTINUATION VIDEO, remember! its not one by one video

First Video: Jia Feng and He Tong ; Playing a music
Second Video: Siti, Shafirah, Shiping and Lathifah ; Poems
Third Video: Gauthaman, Fadzli and Tawfiq ; Shuffle
Fourth Video: Natasha and Hanisah ; Singing 'This Is Me'
Fifth Video: Jonathan, Derry, Jason and Ivan ; Demo of Poker

HAVE FUN and TURN ON THE VOLUME LOUD LOUD







Tuesday, August 26, 2008
@ Tuesday, August 26, 2008



Today, 26 August 2008 Tuesday

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO HOT CUZZY, ALFIAN
ok, lame i know. well, may ur wishes come true anw=]

So today, currently Cme lesson is the best. We did Talent Show means every
person must show our own talent. I will do it on Thursday since i've forgotten
to bring my art piece, Shit lah. So yeah, took a video. Well only some lah. The
most interesting ones only, no offence. Juniors group was the effing best =]]]


Continued Video
First video: Junior (lead singer) Amirul & Angelo (guitarists) ; Song: Fall For You
Second video: Hanisah ; Song: Japanese Song
Third video: Natasha ; Idk
Fourth video: Daryl ; Art Piece
Fifth video: Syed ; Jumpstyle


everybody did great, tumbs up.





OH, PLEASE TURN ON THE SPEAKER BIG BIG


so that u can hear clearly ok


Damn it, after school still got test. I was given English test while most of my
friends receive the Maths test. I was that lucky bcos English was quite ok.
But i spent a lot of time doing it in the hall. Gahh, got aircon lorh but veryy
cold shit lah. Yaya, Fira and Mel were all gone while im still doing the test.
After coming back home, sister cook potato wedges and i eat lah. So, Bye.


and I MISS MY BBY BOY, YASSIN





Monday, August 25, 2008
@ Monday, August 25, 2008



Yesterday, 24 August 2008 Sunday


Ok, currently yesterday in the early afternoon went out with parents and
sister to 'tempah' baju for upcoming hari raya. Oh, my baju is pink colour.
Fcuk lah the colour. It should be in gold colour then my sister lah, last min
she want gold. Chicken ass. Tat one, nevamind. Gosh, it cost like $120 for
tat particular one kebaya. If two how much? Kns rite. Almost $300 mum
have spent on the two kebaya's. Gawddd, luckily still i got the short black
kebaya which mum bought 4 me, last year. Its pretty better but i swear
the kain ikan duyung is fcuking tight. Ohhh, i wish i get to wear the same
colour as Yassin this year hari raya, i wish. Damn, lets stop crapping okk.


After go 'tempah', went to grandma's house since grandma ask a favour
from dad and all were needed to follow. Sister was not that happy becos
she still need to study for her upcoming test. So, no choice. Reach there
n we slack and crap a lot plus we browsing out the photo albums which
grandma have been keeping it for years. Gosh, saw mums olden pic wen
she was a teenage adult. Quite pretty i can say and when i look through
all those beautiful memories which have been past, it was really sad. If
only i can rewind back. Such a big difference from last time and noww..
We have grown up, a lot i mean a lot. Especially sister and cousins =]]]]


After going to grandma's house, went to eat and went home and and i fall
asleep straight away. Its raining anw. And i seriously miss baby badly =[[
Im still waiting for his call. When can he possibly call. Oh pls bby, call me.
Im lost without you. Haish, sob2. Wake up and still bby havent call me. At
like 7+ Yassin called. Was damn happy when he called but just for a while.
Ohh, i was bored at home and decided to follow mum and dad to seny bro
2 Home Team Academy which is at CCK. Semangatlah pasal nk gi CCK kn.
Afterr sending brother, went to Lot 1 and shop a lot of foods. Lastly, went
going home, get to past the Singapore Sports School!!=] lil brother was at
SSS, anw. Msg him lah. Im quite missing him too. Bcos his the only lil bro
i have in my life. I swear im glad to have him=] Peace ! And i cried. Sad.




Today, 25 August 2008 Monday


Its a starting of school and its on Monday. Needed to wear tie but halfway,
i take out. Its Dnt and its quite okay, we do practical. Im seriously pissed
off during English lesson and im fcuking dissapointed. During recess, i cried
becos why? Im losing Yassin, im losing Radhi, Im losing Haniza and more.
Why am i losing my loved ones? And due to my bad result! Sucking it. Its
like miracle. Gosh, i dun want 2 talk about it all i need now is 2 Perservere


BBy, Call me every night to comfort me can dear? Im losing you.
And, tmrw is cousin 14th Birthday. Its ALFIAN anyway lorh.





Sunday, August 24, 2008
@ Sunday, August 24, 2008



Yesterday
, 23 August 2008 Saturday


Gahhh, it was an amazing day after all. Never i forget the drizzling night with
Yassin Bby ; Friends ; Girlfriends. Eventhough something bad had happend,
yesterday is still the best okay! Oh, we almost went home at 12 am oiii, haha


Ok, probably i wake up at about 6.30am, idk why i wake up that early, haha.
So, play computer for a while and took a shower at like 8am. I was still very2
sleepy but i did not want to sleep. Oh, bby msg me early in the morning and
say that he can use his fone for only that particular one day. Im happy,
yes. Its easy for me to contact him rite? So yeah, was planning to go Sentosa
but due to the weather, we didn't have a plan at first. Omg, its was raining
heavily starting at 12.45pm. And i was told to fetch Yaya at her house from
Fira. ok, fine i go and fetch her. Luckily the bustop is near my house. I didnt
quite go to her house bcos im scared that her father will suspect. So, go to the
opposite her house block and slack, alone. Msg bby whether he can cme here
and bby reply "Yes". So, i give all the directions to here. I really thank him 4
coming here eventhough he stay very far and he's at Raffles.


CUT SHORT


-Bby then came along with his friend. Ok, chat a lil bit since im damn sleepy.
-Im fcuking happy when i get to see him again. Most of all, they crack a lot=]]
-Fira called and she was crying due to problems. Comfort her then.
-Yaya then came down and Fira too. Meet up with all of them, then board 222
till Bedok Inter and bus 7 till Bugis Junction.
-It was fun inside the bus=]]
-Reach Bugis. Amirul, Elias all came. So, went to Kfc and have a lunch. We seat
separately since it was crowded. Omg, saw Kyky bbe and wave. I swear she's hot!


Gawd, the time has come, again when my same weakness which is a day at
Sentosa with Yassin and friends. U get what i mean? I was quiet all the way
to the mall when the sickness came. I was feeling like vomitting and my head
and stomach were hurting badly. Yassin and friends then comfort me, alot. I
mean a lot. Thanks guys. They bought for me a drink and an oil to make the
pain go away. Ok, i sit for a while n the pain go away. My mascara smurdge
and it gets into my eye and its fcuking pain i tell you. I cry like im crying for
freedom. Fira then wipe, thanks. Bby was planning to sent me home and rest
but i dun want bcos i still want to spent time with bby before school reopens.
So, me, fira, bby and one of his friend headed to Peninsula while Yaya go to
Orchard with Haiqal and the others i think aso go Peninsula? Idk lah oii!!!!!


-Reach Peninsula. Bahaha, bby, it will always remind me of what happend at
near the traffic light to Peninsula. Paiseh ke b sampai u ckp u ngah joget=]]
-Ok, that was funny but, tkyah paiseh. Its okeyh lah dear. I understand the
floor is wet.
-Walk walk at Peninsula then the others came. Ok, they almost go to the shoes
shop at Penin. Saw Fiq, ayam with his new gf [ex Yaya] and smiled.
-We had a lot fun.
-After go Penin, headed to Marina to watch Fireworks. Meet up with Yaya at
there. Gawd, bby, it happends to u like 3 to 4 times due to the wet floor=]
-Ps. took a candid video of what happend [no offence bby] + the fireworks
it was funny, seriously. Memories b.
-Slack at there and like 9++ i tink so, the fireworks started. It was beautiful
eventhough it hurts by hearing the BOOM BOOM sound. haha.
-After the whole thingy, headed to Esplanade. Bahaha, we were in a separate
ways yaw! then meet up at Esplanade.
-Bby was super tired by seeing his face. Pity him. Slack somewhere and like
10.30pm, headed to Mrt and went home. Saw Bby gurl, Nini, Nini 2,Yusri.
-Gave him the final kiss and he give too eventhough its crowded. What are
matair for kan. ILY, Yassin. So wave the last goodbye. Next week, cant wait!
-Probably reach home nearly 12am and its like sis is sleeping at my bed and
where the hell am i going to sleep? sleep at her bed lah=] for a while only






SO GUYS, YESTERDAY WAS SUPER DUPER FUN !!!!


almost a day with my bby boy


FIDISTAR SAYANG ACINSTAR


06December2007
omg, next two weeks on the 6th will be our
8 Month Anniversary! how fast can it be.
hopefully we can last long, ily b





Friday, August 22, 2008
@ Friday, August 22, 2008



Today, 22 August 2008 Friday


a day when adeq Radhi really make me proud =D


Im sure he's now fcuking happy when Singapore Sports School won the match
against Hong Kah Secondary School. I was like focusing on him all the way and
pray damn hard so that SSS could win. And yes, SSS won. I jump when i heard
SSS won, seriously i dont feel shame infront of the Hong Kah's students. U know
minahs and mats but still, i was there to support my dearest adeq. Adeq Radhi
scored the first goal=] happy maut!! and like normal, i shouted. Oh, Yaya and
Fira accompanied me. Thanx guys if not, i kena rape sah! haha. So yeah, get to
captured a lil bit. Sorrie klau blur. Oh, I Love My Boyfriend, Yassin and imHIM


Gawd Radhi, U Really Really Make Me Proud By Seeing You Play =] ily, adeq.
and


CONGRATULATION





Tmrw is Sentosa Day Out with Bestfriends =]





Thursday, August 21, 2008
@ Thursday, August 21, 2008






Today, 21 August 2008 Thursday


Oh, today school was quite okay but, im just jealous that friends can eat infront
of me and Nazirah. Well, today me, Nazirah, Shafirah and Nisah are fasting bcos
we need to pay back. Omg, i actually needed to pay bck 10 days and today will
be my 1st day to pay back. Yes, i didnt eat nothk. I woke up at 4.30am and just
drink a HL strawberry milk and headed to bed, again. Just get to sleep for a few
min and went to take a shower to get ready to go school, dumb and currently im
totally weak without eating any rice. My face was totally pailed pailed pailed!!!!!





Camwhore in Dnt and during Music lesson. After school, accompany Fira board
bus 18 n i straight away go homw n get ready for tmrw, wash my school shoes
all, since im bored. Tmrw is soccer and soccer finals SSS vs HKSS=D totally goin
to watch adeq Radhi play yaw! Gyeahh. And not forgetting Yaya was absent
due to her curved backbone. Hopefully she'll be okeyh! Bestfriend, all the best.
And to Fira dearest bbe!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG KE FOURTEEN, bby



may ur wishes come true. with love, firdiana







Monday, August 18, 2008
@ Monday, August 18, 2008






Yesterday: School Day, Monday 18 August 2008
Oh damn it, such a amazing day, today.

Its the first day of common test. And its English and Maths. Put a smile on
your face now! Quite satisfied becos luckily every question that the paper
tested i've learned in school and at home. Many was happy but im not that
confident to pass 100% for English and Maths. So, school ends at 12.30pm
and i invited Fira, Yaya and Zeze to my house and learn but it came up tat
we played all the way at my house. The video will proof you. Watch it okey


Grandma was at my house yaw! like finally i get to see her after a long time
since i last meet her. I was busy with school. Sweet Grandma, she cooked 4
us Mee Maggie since we were hungry 2 death. Cooked, grandma went hme.
Hug her and a peck kiss from her=D shwit. Eat sambil watch tevee sinetron
Cinta Fitri. All glass of blueberry were all ready. Like a 5 star hotel taw! hah
Then, after we eat, went inside my or sis room and have a wrestling at the
top of my bed. Its a double deck bed anw. Camwhore like fcuk. Took many
many videos of us fighting, fake. Pst, we kene rape like that, kwank kwank.


Story telling was the second best. Yaya shared the most=D Oh, everybody
contribute lah. I almost wanted to faint when Yaya pronounce the word..,
"Bag!" quite funny till i roll down at the floor. Yaya knew everything and i
wonder one of the conversation about "him" is true. Im super sad when i
hear that. I have no confidence anymore. Im like giving up but i will try
to forget it and move on with my life. I hope we can last long. Im scared.
Zeze then went home after tat but Fira and Yaya stayed for an hour mre
Story many many things and at 6pm, sent them at bustop and went hme.




p.s, do ignore my stupid sound of my


ENJOY!






Today, Tuesday 19 August 2008


My brain totally screwed when it came up to Venturing Abroad. I was
fcuking blank inside my brain. But then, it pop up, like finally. I nearly
wanted to cry since i didnt get the full answer for Venturing Abroad &
i think i will fail lah same goes to Science. After school, went home then.





Sunday, August 17, 2008
@ Sunday, August 17, 2008





Yesterday, 16 August 2008 Saturday

A wonderful day with Yassin bby and friends.

-Woke up at about 7am ++ and took a shower.
-Get changed and do my hair all till 11am. Lambat kan.
-Went to buy cake at Bengawan Solo for Yaya and Fira's
belated/advance birthday.
-Went to Yaya's house and glad that she is getting ready.
-Waited for her and gave her the belated birthday present.
-Then board bus 31 to Tampines Inter to meet Fira at Kfc.
-Fira then came, ordered and ya, sabo each other with a cake=]
-Nazirah all suddenly appeared at Kfc. Talk2 and whasoever.
-Zeze followed us while the others went to the library have syarahan.
-Camwhore in the toilet and more till 3.30pm, i guess.
-Bby and friends then arrived at Tm. Then all headed to Kfc, again.
-Eat, chat. What can i say more. As pernormal lah.
-Lepak outside Tm, camwhore with sayang, once.

Yeahh bby, I LIKE IT=]]
suker suker suker
-At about 7.15pm, board the mrt and Yassin&friends sent me
till ermm, idk eh but THANX anw.
-Met Sarah! haha. Gawd, she's fcuking gorgeous. Imher oii!
-Lastly, gave each other a peck kiss then Walk Away.
I love my star!!!! ACIN! =D it was the greatest.




currently, Wednesday will be going SGH, again and
mum will take me from school after my final exam.
Thursday is Fira's birthday and Friday, for my younger
brother sake, im going to watch him play the match
at Jalan Besar Stadium at 3pm. After school, straight
away im going no matter with my friends or alone,
im still going to cheer him up!! SSS must win!


Singapore Sports School VS Hong Kah Secondary






Thursday, August 14, 2008
@ Thursday, August 14, 2008


School Days Really Sucks: Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday

Tuesday, 12 August 2008
It was a damn boring day. Nothing much happend. Skip science remedial
and went home with Melissa. I was not feeling well okeyh. Bored!

Wednesday, 13 August 2008
Gawd, tmrw is Yaya's bdae okeyh=] like finally, goody! Oh yeah, there is
infocomm today and went home like 6 plus. Tired dude.

Thursday, 14 August 2008
Such a blissful day. Its my dearest Yaya's 14th Birthday. Happy for her.
She's 14 now, like finally. And may her wishes be granted.


Dearest Yaya,
im really glad to have a friend like you who cares about others feelings.
You were the one whom kiss at my forehead when im really really sick
@ Efah's house after the incident at my hand. Thanks for the kisses,Yaya.
You make proud. This is what kawan sejati. When i cry, you always wipe
my tears as well as when u cry, i wipe your tears away. U hav supported
me for d past 5 years without failing. I know we fought bt, we will never
fall apart. We will always remain as BESTFRIEND FOREVER=] and also


HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY, Hidayah =]]


i love you, bestfriend. remember me cos i'll remember u forever.




Wednesday, August 13, 2008
@ Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Saturday , Its Singapore's 43th Birthday 9 August 2008
[pictures will be updated very very late. sorry]


Probably, hangout with friends and boyfriend.
-Firstly, meet up with Syeddah at traffic light near my house @ about 2pm+
-Eat at Kfc. Mama and Maid dating siot !! kwang kwang kwang
-Meet up with Lathifah at Bedok Interhange and headed to City Hall.
-Met Daniel, Wani, Adeq, Aliff, Faiz, Syiqin, Khidhir and more.
-Meet up with Siti and Heikal at Esplanade Mall and headed to M.Square
-Slack at MacDonald and waited for Yassin bby and friends to arrive.
-Met Sheila, Rogaya, Kaseh, Amir, Nawawi, Aiiha, Yaya and more.
-Yassin then came with friends=] Mesha! Gawd, imher like hell!
-Walk2 at M.Square,met Yaya again then headed to Suntec and eat.
-Then, watch fireworks @ about 7.30++ Met Sofian and more.

I seriously love the part when the fireworks go boom boom and Yassin hug
me tightly. Gahhh, shwit lah kan. I Love Yassin lah oiii!!! Shwit of him=]]


-Fireworks were all prettyyyyy, haha.
-Walk2, dun know go where, LOL
-End up going to same place again and again.
-Thousands and thousands of people were there.
-Lepak at one side. And about 9.15pm, me, Syeddah, Efah, Siti and Heikal
headed home and bby and friends sent us till the mrt. Thanx.
-Bby gave me the last peck kiss and i walk away=[ sad
-Currently, reach home at about 10+ and parents didn't comment anitink.
-So yeah, it was fun afterall=]


Monday, Sentosa Outing 11 August 2008
[pictures will be updated very very late. sorry]

Wake both Fira and Yaya up by calling both hp and house number.
And, thank gawd both wake up. Im like an alarm clock oii, bahaha.


-Meet up with Fira at bustop at 11am and boarded bus 14
-Reach Yaya's house and tackle uh. Wake her up all. She the shower
-Baby Hafidz make a nuisance lame jokes and Fira like it=]
-After 1 hour plus, we three headed to Bedok Inter and board bus 30
-Went down at habourfront since we wanted to eat at Kfc.
-Probably, reach there at about 2pm? i guess. Then, Yassin and Elias came.
-Yassin first time seeing me eat! bahaha. Oh, i was not that vain on that day.
-Yassin bby and Elias aso eat=] Oh, bby always keep tickling me, hah.
-After eating, we all headed to level 3 of Vivo to meet his friends and
straight to Sentosa by Monorail. Went to Palawan Beach, AGAIN.
-Reach there and went to our separate ways. Went to the tallest pondok
and slack with Fira, Yaya and Haiqal. Fun=]
-The others swim. Gahh, ps: i keep spying on Yassin while his swimming
with his friends=]
-It was bloody hot at there but thanx, my wish come true. Shake hands
with the two shwit girls, Afifah and Amirah. They are fcuking kind !! =]]
-Camwhore then and headed to 7-eleven to buy a drink and it end up
all four of us bought a drink individualy. idk. haha
-Went back again at their place and guess what some bad happening.

[Sentosa]
-I fall sick on that time. Feeling like vomiting evertime but it feels
so pain inside my stomach. My heart was seriously not that strong.
-Cried, yes. It was bloody pain and its like i kene exorcists.
-I couldn't vomit but then, many came for rescue. One whole group.
Many helped, THANK YOU!!! Omg, they were like the nicest person
i've met before. Bby knew that im sick but... nvm. It was shock though.
-Sat for a while since the kakak ask me to. The others were all ready to
go but due to this, they need to wait. Sorry guys.
-Kakak gave me panadol and an oil incase i fall sick again. Thanks again.
-I will never forget what they have done to me, forever. Those nice things.
-Walk with bby. Yassin fall sick. Poor bby. Went to the toilet and changed
-Afifah and Amirah gave me a support by asking and saying "Get Well Soon"
shwit. Thanks=]]
-Waited for bby outside the toilet and then headed to somewhere? and
board the free bus to habourfront. Shwit happening in bus. Aku suker!

[Habourfront/Vivocity]
-Separate ways. Yaya going to meet her boy along with Fira and Haikel.
-Went with bby and friends go makan. I tk mkn=]] haha. Im full.
-Bby!! Ingat tau! the part i lapkan mulut u=] haha. Shwit.
-After they eat, headed to Vivo and slack at there. Omg, it was fun with u!
-Fira,Yaya and Haikel appeared suddenly. Tengah best2. abeh kcau. haha.
-Needed to go home. Went to the mrt. he gave me the last peck kiss for
the day and i gave him a blow kiss before going in the mrt. Loves*
-Reach home like ermm, 9+ and tmrw is school. Sucking it.
-So , It was the veryyyyyy best! =] haha. ILmy bby




Saturday, August 9, 2008
@ Saturday, August 09, 2008



Oh, Yesterday 8 August 2008 Friday
Its National's Day Eve + A Day With Boyfie and Friends

It was the GREATEST DAY. Had a lot of fun with my dearest friends and
boyfie. They make me endure my problems every single day in my life.
I TREASURE THEM WITH LOVE

So yeah, lets start. It was a hot sunny day and we were needed to sit under the
hot sun for 1 hour plus. Fcuk lah seyh. After the whole celebration. There are
games being held at d parade square while the sec 1s at level 2, sec 2s at level
3 and so on. It was the very the very boring and yesh, we camwhore a lot. I
mean a lot. Gawd, Dayya and Amanina keep pulling my hair and i pull theirs
too. But, that was just a playing moment. Oh, reaching 9.30 needed to go hall.





Reach hall already, omg soo many people more worst than Bugis Street its like
i can lost in a minute. I was surrounded with dozens of peoples and luckily, Fira
hold my hand, thanks Fira. So, got the gift from school and release at 10.15am.
Early maut!! After that, headed to Kfc and eat. KNS, many people were there.
Oooo, so many redz yaw. Like devil u know, kwank kwank kwank. Such a bad
pollution just like what Mel say. Laugh. Then me, Fira and Yaya went to Penin
while Mel an Shahidah went to watch bowling, lame, haha. Okk, so Yaya bought
her contacts, purple colour. Her wish come true but not mine. Sad. Headed to
mrt and reach Peninsula. Gahh, saw my kakak kesayangan, Irah and friends.
Greeted her at the basement floor while Yaya is still in dilemma which colour 2
choose for her a hoodie. Nice hoodie n she bought the colourful stars. Its fcking
nice i tell u. Huahaha bt bt, i like the gray one. Soo vintage/retro. Skip, board
the bus 80 and headed to Vivo to meet my bby, Yassin. It was quite early ok.

Reach there, slack for a while. Took a breeze stroll walk at the Skypark and2
went to the toilet, touchup. P.s, we almost went to the toilet 3 times. My hair
sucks, i tell u. Huahaha. Ok, met Daniel=] Oh gawd, such an amazing jumper.
He called me! Yay! and called Yaya too=] bahaha. Thanx eh. Sat at the stairs
and WOW!! , saw Mesha and friends but they didn't saw me. Oh yesh, this is
my very first time tigh-ing my hair in my home clothes to Vivo, sincerely oii.
Wahaha, pity Yassin didn't get to see me tigh my hair=] no offence. I just cnt,
not infront of him. Just let my hair grow longer and i'll show him. Gawd, why
am i telling u this?? haha. Ok, so Yassin appear. Hehe, like finally get to see
him. Imhim a lot. Untigh my hair and blablabla [long story] While i go with
Yassin, Fira and Yaya went to a different place. Separate ways, durh!! Laugh



Walk walk with him, Chat chat with him. Haha and went to BEST since bby
wanna meet his friends. Gahh, like finally i meet up with Eka, matair Syafiq.
The final time i get to see her is on 2106008. Long rite? I know. Greet her.
and ya, the others were playing games -.- hah. So, The Green couples, Fiq
and Eka and The Red couples, Yassin and me jalan2 at Vivo n Habourfront.
Cool huh. Matching couples per! Geletek sini sane, Aiyoo=P But, let me be
more comfortable with him. After walk2, sat at the stairs and flirt2 lah=]]
Oh, my first time camwhoring with bby using my own hand. Happy!! So
yeah, i cannt say any further bcos it will make you hate. So, lets end with
this picture below. Its the sweetest thing.



And yes, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND
those precious thoughts will always remain.





Wednesday, August 6, 2008
@ Wednesday, August 06, 2008

To my dearest baby, Yassin.

Happy 7 Month Anniversary, sayang

I Love You I Love You I Love You

I appreciate it, love. You make me happy, very very
happy like i never felt before. You always put a smile
on my face when im feeling down. Hearing ur sweet
voice makes my problems be endure. I love you bby.
Eventhough it should be our 8 month anni but due
to our halfway breakup, it now turns to be 7 month.
But nevm, time flies soo fast and hopefully we can
last long till eternity? hopefully. Pray hard, pray for
the best. My birthday wishes didn't came true but
hopefully my praying wishes come true. You came
bck again in my like but idk why. Mayb fate? Mayb
we are meant to be together? maybe. So, today is
our anni and i want u to be happy eventhough im
still in a stress mood and sick. I still want you to
hear my happy voice talking to you on the fone all
day long. I hate fighting. Fighting will never solve
the problems. But, when im with you, im always
happy seeing your wide smile, smiling. ILY, bby.

FidiStar SAYANG AcinStar
06122007




@ Wednesday, August 06, 2008



Today, 6 August 2008 Wednesday : School and Anni



School always be boring but today, something fun had happend. School was
effing splendid and tiring. Most of our subject teachers were in a good mood.
Mr Rajoo took us out from class and sort of called it a "Game". Answers were
lame, haha. Yeah, Juju was in a good mood though and he bullied me a lot. He
is a teacher and he treat me like a 2 year old child but, never in my life i get
scolded from him. He always smile when im walking towards him n i smiled
back. Come on, be friendly with teachers. He rulez.. Then, its recess. Didn't
eat, as pernormal save money. Maths lesson was fun too. Miss Ginny laugh
bcos Rajiv make those stupid jokes again that makes Miss Ginny smile 4 the
whole period. History was the best. Miss Wong gave us a 5 min break which
we can go anywhere. Sat beside Mel for a while since we have a 5 min break.
Oh, i sat at the extreme front which is at d teacher's desk. It doesn't matter.
Im fine with it. I can concentrate more better. Then, science was bored but
Miss Toh didn't attend school. Should be she's going to plan for her wedding?
haha, ok lame. A sissy guy took over. We make a lot of noise but who cares.




After lesson ends at 1.30pm, no infocomm today. Quite happy and went
to slack for a while, eat and whatsoever. I was quite sick and feeling very
very dizzy and thanks to Fira, she help me bring my back till library. I
was not that strong but i will stay strong demi kawan. Reach library, i
need to learn history and do maths homework. Anna Sui's picture was
finally found at my store. K, we seriously make a thousand noise inside
the library and were given a warning. Nyahaha. Camwhore inside and
credits to Shahidah for all those pretty shots. I envy it, seriously. And
we went home like about 4.45pm and headed to Bedok Interchange.
Accompany Fira take bus 18 while Yaya and Shahidah walk all the way
from Bedok Inter to their respective houses. Went down the bus and
guess what? Saw Yaya and Shahidah at the next stop after Bedok Int.




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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
@ Tuesday, August 05, 2008



Yesterday, 4 August 2008 Monday



Bored like hell in school yesterday. Nothing much do. Lessons: DnT,
English, Recess, Mother Tongue, Maths n History. Was such a peace
place like a cemetery. Haha, laugh. Not funny dumb. DnT, camwhore
as pernormal n this time we are going to make an ALPHABET. Made
the letter "Y" since it represents Yassin, Loves. Ok, so after school
currently lepak sekejp at Tampines Mall, buy things and accompany
Fira to repair her fone but her fone cannot repair due to problems.
U must nt know. Reach home at about 5.30pm and did my History
hmwk, pray and then felt asleep. It was a very very tiring day ok.


Today, 5 August 2008 Tuesday



Currently, im quite sick and both, mum and Fira worried that im
now having Dengue due to my upper arm rashes which has not
been recovered for almost 1 week plus. Its itchy, let me tell you. I
don't know what to do. Fira ask me to see the doctor but im too lazy
to go. Im quite panick too but hopefully it will be fine. Hopefully. So,
today was quite fun esp those jokes that my friends have made. Bt,
im stress and cried after i got home. Today? ermm nothing much
happend. Had science remedial and only 3 attend to the remedial.
Huahaha. Quite fun. Like so the private remedial. After remedial,
went to school library and read magazines look at the new trends.
Oh, we camwhore inside the library. Gawd, my rashes is getting
worst n im feeling like im getting sicker. I hope i'll get a help frm
my friend to take care of me. Friens, pls takecare of me! nyahah.




P.s : Shahidah, Melissa and Shiping went inside boys toilet, always.
Crazy huh? Prove? the video above. Haha.

OH, tomorrow its me and yassin's

7 Month Anniversary=D

I LOVE HIM







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