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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
@ Tuesday, March 31, 2009

There was this one girl and a boy when they met with each other since
teenage days. Dey both were the closest friends ever eventhough they
re not meant to be one. Dey shared problems together, go out 2gether.
N better still, dey just live opposite blocks with each other. Everynyte,
they never failed to look outside the window to wave the last goodbye.
Go to school together& never tried to break their years of friendship :)
That was the sweetest but till one day, this girl had a serious sickness
which can make her life end. But she didn't give up hope... because she
knows that she had this typical strange feeling for her bestfriend which
is love. She ended up, keeping her secrets about her sickness and her
love to tat boy..every single day, she will always write wonderful things
in her secret diary which nobody will never know.

Time past.. She was not that strong animore but she still never give up.
After years and years of school&college, den came when they needed to
separate due to different works. Their friendships were not as close as
they used to. Both were sad but they couldnt do much since they were
busy with their work.. They seldom wave goodbye at night and chatted
with each other. Till this day, when they both were free, they decided to
meet up with each other.

The boy tell the girl: "I think im in love with tis girl...
but i just dun know if she loves me or not."

The girl: "Ouhhhhhh...... ok. (sad expression) . Why
not you tell her the truth before its too late right??"

The boy: "yeahhh, maybe ur right, (hug the girl tightly)
Thank You... u are the best!!"

The girl: (tears roll down her cheeks&she quickly wipe
it off before he suspects)

The girl wrote at her diary "this was the saddest day ever..."

As time past, their friendships are falling apart and their
friendships were like sands... its fading... The boy started
to forget her as he got his R/S with this girl who works at
the same place as his... The girl was badly hurt because it
was too late for her that how much she loves him..... She
was upset whenever d couple walk together. She helped
them when dey are having problems&She never failed to
make them separate. Till one unfaithful night, de girl had
a very bad cough and her ribs, lungs were in a great pain
that she fainted to the floor with a sudden. She tried her
best to stay up but it seems she is too weak to move on...
Lucky, her parents were there and she was in a koma. D
boy knew it just after her parents called him. He really..
couldnt believe what had just happend. He couldnt believe
that she actually lied to him for all this years...... He cried,
he blame himself for breaking his promises.. The girl could
actually hear his voice bt is just too weak to make a certain
movement... :(( without waiting much, he held his hand&&
told him with an unstrong voice saying to him
"i promise that i will always remember you becos you are the
best..... :(( i love you soo muchh.. (both tears rolling) ..goodbye, my bestfriend
."
cry and cry and cry but there's no use becos he cant have her back =((

After he found the diary, he read it and
It was the saddest thing in her life she had been through... for all
this time, she always support him and love him but things gettin
rougher, she passed away. Looking back, he remembered all
those precious memories they have done.... esp, waving the last
goodbye to each other :*((
END

FYI, i totally cried after making this story. If u think it sucks, nvm
becos all i know, i made this.


"And I'll love you more everyday
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you"



Sunday, March 29, 2009
@ Sunday, March 29, 2009

Heylowwww Worlds =)

soYESTERDAY, went out with Shakila, Hanisah, Lathifah,
Fadzli, Derry, Felix and another friend who idk. Went to
KK hospital since Elham was admitted to the hospital due
to a serious sickness.

Before that, met up with Nisah at outside NTUC but ended
up, we reached in time. Thought i was late bcos i still have
not completed my makeup yet, gawd!!!!. Its just a waste of
time for me to bring the paper when it cannot be laminate.
But, i bought an A4 card holder=) clever huh.. LMOA! Den,
went back to my house with Nisahh, slack for half an hour.
And met up wif the rest at Bedok Inter Phone Booth. Took
67 and reached to KK. Bought Elham a 'Get Well' Balloon ;)
Gaaahhhhhh.. OMFG, Elham's whole family was at there!!!!
Paisehhhh nahhh.. Kiweekkkk, ElhamS cousinS handsome2
sahhh.. haha. Ehemmmm, Nisah&Kila terpikat kepeR, LOL
Walaupun diorang handsome giler, hati yang hanye fidi nak
tawu.

It was effinggggggggg sad to see Elham's condition :(( sobx!!
Talked to hym, make jokes. When i see him, it reminds me
of his smile,laughs&jokes in schools. Those cherish moments
=(((((( im sure, me and friends want his happiness back. We
gonna pray veryyyyyyy veryyyyyyy hard for him! Went to
visit him just for a while since he needs plenty of rest. Then,
decided to go PP to have our dinner at there. After we ate
there, me and Nisah headed to Tampines Safra forrr SILAT
Not me but Nisah, hahahhahah... Nisah was late and by the
time we reached there, it ended already. =.= heeeeeeeeeee..
Then, went to kedai, saw sis and fandi .. sheesssshhhh.. and
then, we headed home. Probly, next will be going to ElhamS
last operation at TTSH? yeahhh... byeeee!!

ya Allah, semoga Elham ade kuat semangat untuk operasi
yang terakhir, amin. we miss you Elham



Friday, March 27, 2009
@ Friday, March 27, 2009

so, tmrw probly will be going KK hospital to visit Elham and to
SGH to visit Syafuan whom both were sicked, very badly. I jus
wondered why friends are admitted to the hospital?? its sad to
hear it yknow.. haisshh.. *sobsob.. tmrwS plan to play bowling
at Marina will be cancelled.I don mind cancelling it bcos friends
are wayyyyyyyyyyyy more important.

during chem, get my report slip back and i just failed science.
but the rest was like OMFG, the grade sucks seyh..except for
DNT which i scored A1 -.- sis was lyke screaming at my ears.
Irritating sahh..feeling like jumping down from a 9th floor!!!!!
kay, dun wannaa elaborate more. im tired and my stomach is
pain due to 'some' reasons. BYE.... ehhhh wait!

still got more to go.

Thinking of cutting+rebonding like an emo hair.
eh dudes, it doesn''t mean i cut my hair like emo
it makes me an emo girl. IDIOT! LIKE THIS!





Thursday, March 26, 2009
@ Thursday, March 26, 2009

(like this, its ceramic braces anw)
after browsing the internet more about Orthodontics, think i should make
this June since there is an istallment payment :) Total is $2000??!!! shit!
hahahhaah.. but wtv it is, this year or perhaps next year, im gonna look
different than i ever be. Pray hard =) I know Mel said that there's notink
wrong with upper teeth but2 i just feeling of doing it, like mum said :) My
wishes before going Sarawak, saving money to go for a soft rebonding&
buy moreeeeeeeeeee clothes.. plsss. I WANT TO LOOK DIFFERENT!!

Ouh, just now after school, went to Robinson[S]ale at Expo. Probly
reached there at 2.45pm =.= sheeeeshhh... and bought a...... urmm
got lah ehk... cheyyyy, LOL. Forgot to mention, went with MEL ;))
and lastly, i passed my CA1 =DD its just that my Malay changes to
Tamil. Kelakar perrr....... =.=

after one year, one month and 25 days together, we stopped till here =(
29march, i must say is our one month breakup :( im just tooo depressed
thinking about this again and again. farewell. i cume tak sangke biler i
dengar dari kawan i u tak sukeeeeeeeee biler u dengar name
"fidi"



Monday, March 23, 2009
@ Monday, March 23, 2009


I JUST CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAY AS ME&FRIENDS
WILL BE HEADING TO MARINA,LATE[????] TO PLAY
BOWLING!!!!!!!!!!!

sape sape narq join, datang jek kaes ;))
hoping yassin&friends would join...

GOODBYE

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe
.: *^^* http://media.17vn.com :.

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong






Sunday, March 22, 2009
@ Sunday, March 22, 2009


21 March 2009, 10.50pm


THE END OF US

i know this really sucks. but just bare with it its over dear.
yknow what, i couldn't believe that "DID I JUST SENT U
THOSE MEAN MSG YESTERDAY?" from my heart, heh!
i know you are reading this BUT WHO THE HELL CARES
This relantionship can't go on TILL you are really serious
about this my dear. Its hurts me to see you gone but this
is just pissing me off. Sorry. ILY,yes.IWY,yes but NO
wen you are not ready:[lets separate for the mean of time.

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated


untuk u, yassin :( [newer version]
i just want u to know how i feel......




Cheyyy, going to change number by today ;) weeeeeeee..
I WANT DESIGUAL CLOTHES!!!!!



Saturday, March 21, 2009
@ Saturday, March 21, 2009

So, today should be going out with bie&friends? I perhaps.
Its currently 12.31pm now[!] and still im waiting for a msg
from b... eeiikkkk!! kay, While waiting, took some random
pics, muahaha!!!












100% Natural Looks





Zaman dahulu... LOL



Friday, March 20, 2009
@ Friday, March 20, 2009

C U R R E N T L Y, I M I S S 'T H I S' H O T G U Y [!!!!!!]



i know im blardy random but lets face the fact that
i miss hym. yeahh, probly and hopefully tmrw will
be going to Marina Barrage with hym&friends ;DD
gawd, please dont rain tmrw!!!!! [praying] It seems
today its going to rain pretty soon enough. Can you
see the dark clouds up above? I feel like falling to d
ground as im seriously lazy!!!!!!!! to getup to do my
holiday hmwk. Crap lahhh. Think im going to sleep
after completing my tasks. K, best ;D

RANDOM:
so, as you can see, this really make my tears flow
from my eyes kay. After looking pictures from my
very first friendster account which is in PRIVATE,
i thought to myself, IS THIS REALLY MY PAST
THAT IVE BEEN THROUGH FOR ALL
THIS
TYME
??? Gahhh.. its sad yknow. But whatever it
is, this are my memories.



SUMI's BIRTHDAY =D @ Friday, March 20, 2009



Yesterday, 19 March 2009 Thursday

Its SUMI'S 14th BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION ;D weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Well,
overall, i had a wonderful time with gfS&bfS. Hope the rest of my friends
had a fun tyme too aitx[!] ;) Probly, we celebrated at Sentosa, Pahlawan.

Starting:
Met all the girls at Bedok Inter at around 12pm? yeahh.. Sumi, Sarah,
Nyssa, Dayah, Nadia and my self, DURH.. heh..while meeting the boys
at Vivo. After we reached Vivo, went to separate places for justtt for a
few minutes then met up with the boysxz, all and went to Pahlawan :)
Went for a changed (thanksxz Dayah for the shirt and i will remember
bout d shorts =.= hah!) kekekkk ke per! Lotsxz of camwhoring today.
So, ive upload the pics at my friendster :) Swim, Sabo Sumi RABAK2!!
Lol.. and the boys mcm paham nak terjun dari bridge -.- haha but tak
jadi.. cheyyyy.. And me, i was put at sand, like a grave? yknow larh ;P
The boys came back, played games "Chop Chilli Chop", Afa,Nyssa and
Sumi kene campak pat dalam air bcos they did something wrong[!] ;D
Then, did our sec3 makan cheer since we were sooo hungry till we did
that!! lawl. GirlsVSBoys? it was for fun anw.. hee.. Ouh, so, its Dayah's
turn will be like a 'mummy' heh.. then, at around 4pm, went to take a
shower/washup :-D Ouh btw, saw Wani and her family. Wave and talk
for a few secs only.. then, we camwhored. Dozens and Dozens of PICS!
Tramp aso came. D boys wont be following us idky..hmm.. We headed
to Candy Empire/Banquet then ;) LAPAR siyol... tkleh angs!!lol! After
eating, chat for a while and I was needed to go Outram, meet up with
Adeq Radhi!!!! Kiwekkk, seriously eh, he's sooooooooooo different then
i last met hym till i didnt even regconised hym so well.. Wahhh.. Makin
CUTEEE lah my adeq ;)) Heee.. then walked to the mrt. We meet just
for a few minutes. Setakat nak balik nye pasal kan.. but quite satisfied.
;)) OoooOooWeeee, Yipeeee Yipeee Yeahhh... Yesterday was SUPERB
FUN lahhh.. thanks becos of this outing, our F/S is getting closer ;D


ByeBye && hopefully tmrw can meet up with bby.. hmmm..



Wednesday, March 18, 2009
@ Wednesday, March 18, 2009





Hello Earthsxz ;)
Today, 18March2009 Wednesday
So, currently tomorrow is Sumi's bdae[!!] Well, Happy Advanced Birthday
kay Sumi :) heee... may eu have a wonderful birthday party tmrw[!] Hehe

Ok, this might be boring as im dying to sleep now=.= haha... confirm after i
pray i'll sleep. Need plenty of rest before tmrw ;) WooHoo!! besok should b
meeting Yassin? wee~ happy tawu tarq! kay blablabla, lets start. Just now,
meet up with Nadia&Seri at the bedok mrt there around 12pm?? WOW!! i
seriously cant believe thats Nadia... SupErB different sahhhh!!! Somemore,
she's ubber cutEee!!!! hehe.. met them then headed to Marina, searching 4
the bowling place and went back again to city hall, fetch the two guys, Khai
and Fish for short. Like Durhh, we played bowling. OMFG, this is my very
firstttt tyme playing this. haha..im very scared yknow but, thanks to Nadia
for suporting me:D hee, loveyabbe!! & ended up shocked to see the results.
LOL. After d game ended, wen to d toilet&slack outside marina, camwhore.
Fuhhhhh,, today was fun afterall eventhough it was quite tooo early for me
to go home.. ehkkk..OH, saw Sabriena and one of her friend;) smile&wave!!
hee..so, think im like a crazy person now.. gonna close my eyes very very
soon kay. And not forgetting, its wonderful to meet up with Nadia&Seri ;)))
Meet up soon kaes <33



Tuesday, March 17, 2009
@ Tuesday, March 17, 2009






Today, 17 March 2009 Tuesday
Went out with Shafirah bby ;D Heyyyy, i cant stay at home for this whole chicken
feet week right?? at least i get to go out.. So, slack with her for a few hours, doing
noob stuffs, L-O-L. Soooooooo, at around 1.30pm, she waited for me at the traffic
light (around Bedok Library), went shopping!!! haha.. shopping ke ape... We shop
shop food, thats all :) nyahaha... thanx bbe for the kitkat... heeee... probly my $$
gone case.. How am i going to go bowling tmrw siaa?? kiweKkkkkk, nvm, bsk daddy
gaji siottt... muahahahhahahha!!!! (evil face) ... urrhhh, where were i?? ouh, yess,
did shopping den went under her block and played MONOPOLY. I know its lame
uh... but FUN kaessss.. :) heh.. sialll uh, four minahsx TARQ menjadi... satu pakai
pemudas hawaiiii....bagussss, i likeee =.= (look down) haiyaa.... hahahaha, me and
shaf laugh2... continue playing.... fuhhhh, money fly here and there sampai masuk
longkang pun ade... hah.. SHAF, I WON tawww.... geeee.. second time after when
back from err,,, Shieng Siong?? idk lah, saw them again. Walk passed them, tak gi
chance, kacau diorang. ;)) no life, no work, kacau orang ;D hah&yeahh, camwhore
with Shaf then at around 4pm gtu, went home. So, shaf sent me till the bustop. N
saw Ivan, smiled. BESOK COMFIRM gi bowling at Marina wit Nadia Uh Abeyh
and her friends... whooshhhh!! yay yay!! ;D k, bye[!!]

ouhhhh, meloveacin ;)



Monday, March 16, 2009
@ Monday, March 16, 2009


understand someone's feeling cos u don't know how it hurts
after seeing the video, all i can do is cry :((



ANW, Today 16 March 2009 Monday
16.03.09, 1.05pm, is the exact date and time when we are together again :)
Patchup with Yassin this afternoon. Gahhh, b, this tyme, i hope u are really
really serious about this relantionship we are going through for the future..
I hope so. I trust you, u trust me kay, LOVEUbby ;D mUaChkS[!]



Sunday, March 15, 2009
@ Sunday, March 15, 2009

OHhhHHhhhh MaaNnnnnnn,

I MISS CAMP SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BLARDY MUCH seyh!!!!!!! miss all the
sweetest times we smile & help each other. This will be the end of Sec3 camp..
OMG, so fast?? how come.. it sucks man... :(( Im sooo depressed after leaving
from the camp. Can i and friends ever stayed there again?? haisshhhh.. bt wtv
it is, im happy cos thank god for having a wonderful camp which makes all my
stress go away :) &yes, of course i remembered tat we were needed 2 make a
wish and throw that little rock into the sea.Ive made 3wishes. And i hope mine
and friends wishes will come true. In the end,
IT WAS THE BEST and I LOVE THREE-ONE-TWO!!

MyHotComments.com


Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our separate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
We'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
And remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how no dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I had you and you had me
Please remember, Please remember



Yesterday, 15th March 09 Saturday
Went to Orchard Cineleisure with Shafirah and Fadzli since Shaf ask me to accompany.
So, yeahh i followed. Had a great fun at there. Crap a lot. Talk stupid stuff. Hahahaha!
Then, meet up with Nadia and friends :D since we are wayyyy to early, went to penin,
bought this cuteee bag!! (thanks kay Kila) heee... meloveit. Slack at Esplanade then.
Nadia called and went back to Orchard cos we wanna watchh.... SHAZA sing!!! HOHO!
All i can say is WOW!! suchhhh a niceeee voice yknow!! Recorded the video. More info,
go to Class Blog ayy.. stayed there till 4pm and headed to Vivo to meet yassin last min.
It was me who wants to meet up kaess.. imhimalot!!!!!! "Itsss soooo weirdd.." haha.....
Kay, soon gonna go Eunos CC with Nadia :) Since somebodyyy got tournament today:)




Friday, March 13, 2009
@ Friday, March 13, 2009

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

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i miss this particular guy. i just want to let my feelings out.
i want him to know that im missing him a lot.









CAMP INFORMATION:
go to CLASS BLOG (links)




Wednesday, March 11, 2009
@ Wednesday, March 11, 2009

CAMP DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its currently 6.11am now and i still have a few minutes before im off from my
house :) hopefully me and friends will have fun then. AND of course, i'll miss
my families, bani(cat), friends a lastly yassin :) ... semoga pergi balik selamat
ye....
Probly will be back on Friday, 12pm kayy..
wish me a gud luck ;D

BYE!!!!!!!!! and takecare kay friends...



Monday, March 9, 2009
@ Monday, March 09, 2009

Today,
issssssss theeeeeee mostttttttttt tiringgggggggg day i had!!!!!!!!!! =.= gosh!! i need
plenty of rest pleaseee.. Just now, went to Civil District for our excursion. Quite fun
i can say and its raining drizzling->haevily. Muahahhahahahh!! k,lame. Probly finishd
at 1pm? idk. So, i volunteered to give notes bout the newspaper collecting tmrw (cip)
yeahh, MEL helped :) thanx. Urrhhhh, then followed Mel to take her sleeping bag frm
Weeting's mom :) and we went separate ways. Im gonna meet Rozitabby and Wani!!
YaY!!! met up with them, rozita passed me the bag and sleeping bag ;D HOHO! Awhh,
sad, i said to them im going home since im effing tired!!! =.= sheeshh... probly talking
on the phone with Fir :D (kawan) heeee.... and im tired now, BYE! god, 2 more days..
=)
=(
anaemia->leukaemia=death
thats what i told MEL and she laughed!!!! LOL


KO NAK AKU????!!! KIRIM SALAM SUAAAA!!!!!!!! jangan mengharap ko narq aku k.
sape2 yang terase.... haiyaa...... tarq tawu ape nak ckp.



Sunday, March 8, 2009
@ Sunday, March 08, 2009










SUPPPPPP earthlingss??!!

Saturday,7th March
okay,im lame =.=
so, yesterday probly went out to three places with my dearest bby..............
ROZITAINFERNO ;D sayang2 dier uhhh seyhhhhk!! hee.. went to q s.c
since she wanna buy a nike clipper :) then, meet up with her akak angkat
and Serena? yeahh, should be uh.sheeeeshhh, its raining! OMGGGGGG,
thanx b 4 the friendship band ;D goin to remember it always!(skip)went
to Tiong Bahru........., Tiong Bahru Plaza to have our lunch at there :)
talk a bundle of things with Rozita... gahhhhh... hehe... then, we both
left and headed to Penin/Marina. Lazy to update bout what happend cos
its nt tat importnt bt jus so u know, I HAF A FCUKING SPLENDID DAY!
with Rozitabby :D going to meet her tmrw!! YAYyyyy!! lawlxxD (monday)
(4 more days to camp)

Today, Sunday 8th March
had a funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn tyme with HanisahChOo!! heee.. went out with
bby to buy camp things at Daiso. Cheap perrr! Bought many ;D Then then,
not forgetting, we camwhore truckk a lotss... gaahhh.. meloveNisah kaes!
thanks Nisah if u ever cheered me up and we jiwe uh seyh!!!!! :) n2, went to
KFC, ate SNACKERS and probly, we giggle all the way. Mewant her to smile!
awwwhhhhhhh... and went home like 5.30pm?? ITS DAMN EARLY for me.
Nyahahhaha... but im loving it yaww!!!
(3 more days to camp)
CANT WAITTTTT!!!!


RANDOM:
FRIENDSTER SECOND ACCOUNT SPOILLLL!!!
*soon add my third account kaes



Friday, March 6, 2009
@ Friday, March 06, 2009





ADEQ AKU MASUK YOG TEAM UHHHH SEYHH!!!!!!

happy larh! aku tak sangke adeq aku yang begitu kurang kasih sayang
dari keluarga WENT IN TO THE YOUTH OLYMPIC GAME yaw!!! :D
superb happy for hym :) i will always and forever support him okay!!!!!
Syazwan Radhi :D im glad to hear it kay, my love. sayang u sooo much!
2010, i'll be waiting :)

Today, nothing much happend but its just that eventhough i was hurt badly,
yet, i still have supporters to cheer me up. Eg, my parents and beloved bestf!
WHY THE HELL AM I SAD?? I should be happy, for 'him' too. He won the
nationalS. Well, all i can say is congrats. Im not meeting acin tmrw but im goin
meeting my dearest bby tmrw!!!!! OMFG, cant wait kay! Wanna know hu is
the person? Check it out tmrw yaw!! [itu pun kalau ku post] Going to Q.S.C n
maybe vivo to buy camp things which is on WEDNESDAY! cant wait uhh sey!!
Heeeeee, after school, went to Bugis for a while. Bought a vintage dress :) and
planning to buy a cap yaw!! for camp =.= sheessshhhh. Can u believe i dun haf
a single cap at home except my bro? sucks yknow. K, wtv.

U see, ive rejected almost dozens of cute guys? bcos why???? its hard for me.
i told one of this guy which admitted to me, "I LIKE YOU". That sign proves
me tat he is asking for a stead -.- but sad, i say to him "Im really sorry, i still
love yassin and it is really hard for me to let him go, it takes time, i hope you
understand what ive been through...He say "Nvm.. just wana let it out from
my heart.." I reply, "lets just be friends kay?".......... so, thats the story. Im not
ready to have a new bf and i feel, yassin is going to forget me :( haishhhh..




Random:
As you can see, Singapore mrt will be larger and larger which people can
travel fast, i mean very :) below, is the picture of mrt STATIONS in the
FUTURE [!!] OMG, its unbelievable yknow ;D nyahaha..




Thursday, March 5, 2009
@ Thursday, March 05, 2009

YEaHhhhhhh, ive rebond my fringe at the saloon which cost $24!!!
=.= gosh. But dad gave me $10 :) Kind lahhh, lol. Satisfied now????
i think so... hee... ...so, Mel&Weeting accompanied go to the saloon!
Thanxxxxx ;Dhahahahhahhaa... ok, im bored now and yeah, PingYi
sepak takraw LOSE!! :( haisshhhh.. Now depending on CCSS&QSS.
KAY, BYE!!!!!

imissyassin :(
BESOK HARI APE UHHHH??!!!
well, Happy 2Years and 1month Anniversary in advance to
Siti and Heikal :D may they last long.



Wednesday, March 4, 2009
@ Wednesday, March 04, 2009

YOOOOO!!!

100% tmrw i'll get scolded from Miss Saw bcos 100% i fail the QUIZ!
sheeshhhhhh. Thought the quiz is going to be easy since ive study the
method ONLY but it ended up, i just need to SOLVED it. WTF?!!!!!!!!
Yes or No!!!!!!!!!!!, thats all. Shit lah. Nvm lah, pray hard Miss Saw will
not be scolding me tmrw =.= arrhh! LOL. Kay, currently tmrw all the
sec 3 will be having a briefing on the camp ;D happy akuu... hahahah!!
Beat that.
Ummm, need to buy plenty and plenty of things.
New Bag,Sleeping bag,Torchlight and and moreeeeeee!!!
and planning to rebond my hair :)









urrrr, i mean my fringe, GOSH!! not totally that straight larh, aiyoyo!
Junior told me and Shaf it cost $15 which can last 2 to 3 months????
Hope to find wayyy more cheaper. I cant let my fringe be curly after
getting into water [kayaking] =.= haha!! funny. OKAY,BYE!



Tuesday, March 3, 2009
@ Tuesday, March 03, 2009

YOoooOOoooo !! nyahaha...

as you can see, its been raining for these few days. I realised that
whenever my heart is feeling down, rain starts to pour =.= haha..
macam paham... well, not only meant for me. Im sure somebody
is feeling sad right??!! hmmmm.......... i feel like relantionships are
falling apart, so do friendships. Wats happening to the world?? Is
it going to end?
i still love yassin
i still love yassin
and
i still love yassin
is he going to forget me forever?? sobx
u'll be brilliant if u guess whats the missing word :) NISAH knew it.
yay!! for her.
so, school as pernormal, BORING!!! i keep yawning, seriously. And i
think, my eye bags are getting worst? lawlx. Every single day i cry, it
sucks right? but i just cant resist it :((
DEPRESSION!!! [should eat banana] nyahahahaha.. and since super
bored bored bored, i asked Nisah, Mel and Siti something during Dnt.

Me: "should i move on, Nisah??"
Nisah: "yeahhh, u should :)"
Me: "should i move on, Mel??"
Mel: "HUH? WHAT??"
Me: [sheessshhhhh]
Me: "Siti, should i move on??"
Siti: "Yeahhhh" :)


so, went home while its still raining heavily. brrrr, its cold! and just
took a panadol since im sooooooooooooo sicked :( sedih seyhhh!! &&
im not going to malay remedial+infocomm. Going home and have a
rest. IM SICKED getit??

OKAY
me love yassin.
im waiting for hym to msg me after he had topup his fone.



Monday, March 2, 2009
@ Monday, March 02, 2009

i fell in love with this guy
but i just dun know if he knew it
we've been talking sometimes
but i still didn't admit that i admire
hym eversince we had a run.


KAY LAME!!!!!



Sunday, March 1, 2009
@ Sunday, March 01, 2009

its SUNDAY!!!!!
Happy 1st March earthlings :D

if we are still together, Friday will be our 1year 2months anniversary but...
u should know. i dun wanna elaborate about this. so, yesterday went out
with parents to vivocity, queensway shopping centre and ikea. wow and its
raining heavily at night, niceeeee. me and parents were soaking wet under
the rain, nyahaha.

actually, its not that my parents wanted to go vivo but it was me who forced
them bring me somewhere far. pujuk lurh, ape lagi. so, mom agree then =D
first time gituk ajak parents keluar..... u know lah, yassin tkde lagi :( sobsob.
i didnt wear that heavy makeup even mom says that my face was pailed =.=
sheeessshh, im lazy, thats the reason. reached vivo den headed to Best since
mum and dad wanna go. so, i just follow lah ehk :))) we almost spent 30minS.
idk what we do at there -.- next, go courts. gossshhhhh... heeee... they spent
their time looking at electronic things. after that we go err... Daiso, shopping!
hoho ;DD well, i was thinking to myself, there must be a lot of peoples at the
skypark but ended up, NO there were not many peoples, lol. i still remember
those days we spent together at vivo, do u? and it started to rain. before goin
to the hawker centre opp harbourfront, went to sports elements. survey-ing
the bag that i wanted.. nahhhh, i dun want it no more :))) so, went to have a
lunch at there....... i feel more 'lega' (peaceful) after sharing my problems wit
mom about my relantionship.. maybe mom was right & she understands my
feelings and mostly yassin's condition. firstly mum asked me

mum :"asal tak keluar ngan kawan?"
me :"tk uh, ade jemputan."
mum :"yassin?"
me :"tk uh..... diana ngan yassin tkde pape lagi...(sad expression)"
mum :"HUH??!!!!"
me:"diana ngan yassin tkde pape lagi...."
more......

mom gave me an advised...... thanx ya. then she even knew that i cried after
the breakup thingy =.= lawlxxx.. k, wtv. so, we took a wrong bus then ended
up taking a taxi to q.s.c ;D bahaha.. bought a denim jeans & fbt shorts. YaY?
ouhhhmeeegoshh, its still raining, slightly. muahahhaha!! went to ikea and i
remembered we took pictures at there :(( haisshhh... u remember, b?



its over... biarlah itu semua jadi kenangan yang manis ye... then err, mum
bought a what ehk??? idk and i bought a bigger box so that i can place my
memories all inside. board 14 and saw Eunice & her brother inside, smile
lahhh...hehe its shockingggg that yassin suddenly call me. Wonder should
i pick up or not then decided to pick up... that was scaring! ;D but im hapi.
and probly, reached home at 9pm++

kay, BYE. hope to meet yassin next saturday :)
aku masih cintakan yassin






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