Im back again. Lets rewind back. Monday, had Sports Heats =) and made it to the
finals with Iraah all. 2nd&3rd respectively. I grinned because i used to be a sucker
for running, really. But ,eventhough i lost for the finals, i should be glad bcause at
least i helped Alpine to run. And yes, Alpine won with the greatest shock. Thought
that Alpine would lost as Atlas will stepped upO.o But Mr Gabriel told us that it is
because of the participation that made Alpine won. Hmm, ohkay.. fine.

Sadly, Iraah was badly sicked on that day itself. Do get well soon alright? We miss
you a lot but still, your presence still lingers around us in school. Come back soon

After the whole thing, went for our lunch nearby with half Dopes&Dolts aye? Pissed
off with the dopey auntie. Superb sarcastic towards us. She should be fired =.= tskk.

Lets talk about Friday. Im exshausted, very very. Came back home after CCA. Will
be having BBQ next Friday. Ohyeah beybeh, next week holiday but 3days remedial,
i think. Tmrw have to come back school for D&T at 10am to 11am and off to airport
with the rest including Hawaa to study. T3, i think/ MacD, idk =.=


So yeah, im still having leg cramp. And head is spinning mannn.. Weather nowadays
are sooooooo..... *speechless* hot&cold. Rain, Sun, Rain, Sun. Cam mana tak sakett?
Haiyodeyhhh.


kk, tengah stress

thank you for saving my life from getting into together with the ants in this
world. thank god. now i know which pace i should go. the picture is random
other than that, i miss someone. he's far from here and he's in the different
world. My late grandpa ='( im sure mom and the rest miss him. When i look
at external grandparents, it reminds me of mine (brain freeze) this is so the
moroseful. I wish he was still here ='( and now, i agnised that i don't have d
time to see grandmum, almost everyday. Same goes to sister. Im just waitin
for April to come because that's when the cca ended for us and home early:)

but, i still miss them.


oh hey, tmrw's sports heatss. shyt .___. all the best. so, no remedial tmrw:)
yayness.

you know what, i'll walk away and leave it with a smile =')
love doesn't have to hurt, to feel good.

Im speaking this from the bottom of my heart. You see, when you're gone,
i thought to myself that i could move on without you. I agnised i will but, it
just takes time for me. And i realised that i still love you after you're outta
from my life. My life means nothing without love. You know what i mean?
Not just a love from your families or friends. Its common in life. Not an ass
desperado but this is what i feel. Everybody needs love right? Everyday, i
always speaks your name, inside me. I thought back the memories and the
first time we met, it was beautiful. But things came crashing down&major,
its my fault but i don't deserve to be treated like this. Where is the love??.

After months of trying to leave behind the memors, its, impossible to me.
Yeah i know. Nothing is impossible. But for love, its different. We sacrifice
right? Fight for this love. Can you see how much you mean to me?? Your
sweet love is what i needed, your priceless to me like a precious gem that
you don't want to lose. Once you lose it, its rocklike to find a person like u.



hanya engkau yang ku masih sayangi.



Blissful 550 posts at my bloggy :: Amazing.

I just went home from bedok reservoir, jogging with Sara. Exshausted, dehydrated
after running just half for today compared to d last two days on Saturday which we
ran the whole reservoir for less than half an hour, awesome. Breathing was out of
control and waist hurts but credits to the song which makes us have the motive to
run continuously.

Let me tell you, on Saturday when we run, it was sunny, sweating like an oink oink.
No offence but facts :) I didn't concentrate much on the view but songs. Ahh truee!
But today, yes no songs for me and Sara but just view. Splendid. The wind was wow!
Like something push u from the back, nyahaha! It was 1830 when Sara(B) called me
up and tag along to go jogging, again. And i said yes since im bored@home. Lessons
will be suspended for this week due to IPW, cool. Tmrw picnic! Yayness!! Just .......
waiting for Friday :] it will be more 'divine' as we will be going.. SENTOSA! woohoo!
No cca this week. But cheerleading practice will be on till next week. Apology IF i..
don't have the quality time to communicate with you guys. Just have to bare for the
whole one week and the half.

Ohya, on Saturday, before i went back school, i went to bugis to buy skirt and rushed
to school to meet Natasha and Kak Rika. And there it goes till around 4pm. Reached,
changed & went for jogging with Sara like what i told just now. Jog the whole round
wahhh... My face was like the color of blood=red. My leg was burning. Hahaa, Had a
fun 2days jogging with Sara(B) and just now, we went up to the hill and sat, pictures
and rested for a while. Oh god, its like heaven up there :) *butterflies everywhere*:D
It was so breezy. Maybee i should go there sometime, when i need a time out to set
my life at ease. haha// OHGOSH, i still could feel the pain at my vein, haish.



Please don't say i don't have a life on Sunday because i did went out all alone to
Tampines and to Plaza Singapure. You might think i'm dopey or insane why this
girl go out alone till PS. But it doesn't matter for me because i know, im still not
in a stable condition yet and somehow, i need the opportunity to go out alone &
take a fresh air. I'm just having allay revolving around me and actually, i'm not
feeling good for these few days but just haf to keep the smiles on my face. Gosh,
everythings like falling apart! WHimmER!!

Noor Firdiana/Fidi. Eighteen.Attach to Darwisy♥

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I'm not perfect.I don't ask for much
All I need is my lovable people to be around me
Oh yes, my bf =) always be.


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