kay, today sumpah bored. bye. not coming school tmrw. jangan tanye
asal uh. TANYE DIRI SENDIRI!

starting of school is purely bored for me. with a krook krook sound.
crickets, crickets all around. sheesshh. timetable changed. like wtf!!
PE on monday is really troublesome!! Had CME, math, recess, SS,
PE and Physics. I did nothing during physics. Took my diary out &
started updating. Wan was beside me. lol. So yeah, ade kecoh sikit.
ouh, hoping saturday will be going JB :) to do treatment ans so onn
:D weeeeeeeee.. and gonna buy nikeeee school shoes itu pun kalau
ade stock ehkay.

ive clean up everything. putting inside a box. but im sad to leave :(
if only i can stay forever but it seems i cant.

im still sicked :( feeling of weeping out loud. coughing badly. how should
i tolerate it man!! my voice changed. Shaf totally dazed when she heard
my voice while otp. ahahaha.. sicked girl, yknow. im saddd that i cannot
come training and tomorrow's tournament. Haisshhhh!.. But just all the
best for Sengkang Punggol girls team :) sorry that i cant make it. Glum

So, just now, Jupf came to fetch sis. He asked me if ive joined fc already
and said yeahhh, ive joined. Sengkang Punggol FC. Hoho. then, thats all
Got nothing say. But im glad that my hmwk has finished but just printing.

Ouh, this song currently was sad for me! terharu gitu. only gawd knows
how i feel for these few weeks:( and sad to hear tat Michael Jackson had
passed away. Saddd yknow!!! sobb..


SmartLyrics | Just Stand Up

okay, im currently bored. i wont be going out for these three days till Sunday
due to my saket uhh. I actually wokeup at around 6am since im out of breath
Seriously, i couldn't breathe that normal. I was like bitterly tired and i cried!!
tat it reali hurts me. I think, its more den a dozens of tissue at my sis dustbin
it almost fills up with tissues. sorry. So, i make my pillow a lil bit higher and
took a nap for like only 1hour.

Mum stepped inside my room and said "Why ur pillow like that??" And i said
"Demam... =((" (low tone&pailed face). Woahh.. mum terperanjat. She took a
medicine and feed me:) thanks. And now, i feel like vomiting. eeewww.

this will be my second post for the day. and im deadly sicked :(omg
im sad, very. so, this morning at 9am! metup with Efah, Kila&Nisah
under 545. I kept sneezing here and there. Sorry friends. But i just
cannot take it. So, halfway we ate. Sedappp!! ahahhaa.. and around
12pm+, went off. Took 225 and wen to the doctor place nearby my
house, alone. I didnt tell mum tat i was sicked because i didnt want
her to blame about soccer. Seriously. And called dad that i need his
NrIc urgently. And told him that i had flu actually. Padahal demam
rabakk, Haishh.. sorry.. .Suare semua dah berubah. And i felt glum
that i couldnt come for training and tournament this few due to my
illness:( sobbing yknow. I realli didnt expect tat my sickness would
come this fast. Doc said tat i cannot be active because of my flu&
my heart.Thought i can really take it bt i couldnt. Its killing me siol
hmpff.. Told Jill& thankyou for understanding my dear. Hoping tat
i'll recover soon.

Went home, told nenek that i was sicked, having flu. Since i didnt mit
her that selalu, talked to her about going Vietnam next year. So yeah
i totally agree. I really cant wait to go :) Time past fast, remember :))
then, ate my medicine. Less than 10min, dah pitam. Told nenek thatt
im going to have a rest and yeahhh, thats all. byeeee..

imiss (fill in the blanks)
muhd afa nazrul shah

Yesterday, went to Kila's crib together with Efah&Nisahh ;D Soooo,
i do really had fun at there. Cut Kila's longgg fringe to bangs. haha!
But niceeeeee.. like what they say, cam samurai ehkay. Eat here&
there. Did project. So, everything ends at 4.30pm+

Kila, thanks aye for the superb funn at your house. Ahahhaaaha :D
I know im depressed but i'll keep my feelings strong.

Sooo, took 28 to Bedok as NisahChoo went down at the Tampines
Safra. Den me & Efah went down at the Bedok Inter. Waited then
bus 222 for Efah and after tat, went training at Hougang Stadium.
Me and Jill was so called late but coach chill ajek. lmao. As pnrml,
jog around the stadium for like 4rounds. Strectching,Rest&Drilling
:D :(( after ALL the drillings. No rules for playing football. I wana
push up my drillings siaa.. and probly it ends at 8pm+, changed&
headed home. Sumpah ngantok. Took shower, dinner&sleep. Soo,
Thanks Jill, Mesha, Rozita and all for the support :) heee

imissbby:(

TODAY, TWENTY THREE JUNE TWO ZERO ZERO NINE ;]]
a very exquisite moment i had todayyy!!! sumpah niari boleh buat kepale aku
goyang siaaa.. why wait ehk? my friends ajak. soo, went out with my dearests
friendssssssss.. kawan gewekkk!! adelahhhh

SHAKILA, LATHIFAH, HANISAH, FADZLI!!
siol uhhh.. laughed like crazy peoples like there's no TOMORROW gitu ehkkk
huahaha!! i swear i miss them a lot like heaven jyeahhh!! dunia nak bergegar!
caution. wahhhaaaaha. I felt very exhilarated when im with them yknoww ;DD
when friendsx meetup, there goes our crazyness but mostly Kila, Efah&Nisah
hu were d ones whom make my lungs burst. I was like fcuking slow especially
about the jengkit thingy. lol. "SAPE?"bahaahha.. i hope korang maseh ingat.

Met them at 545 and then slacked. Talked DOZENS of things. Here and there.
And headed to Tampines to eat at the small hawker centre :] cheapp uh siaaa!
only $1.80 for a chicken rice. woaahh..cheap&nice. Pat sane jugak lah diorang
kekekkk sini sane. EH, dengar dengar lempar ice lepas tu tengok atas gitu ehk
pelikkkk siollll!!!! haha. tengok lah tepi. Orang yang tak diajar ajekk yang akan
tengok BAWAH. Itu dah kirekan bey to the low=BEYLOW!

After we ate, went toilet, camwhored just a bit and off we go board 28 ALL AT
THE SAME TIME. Ouhyeahh, saw SERI :) heee.. well, today=FANTASTIC ;D
going to KILA's HOUSE TMRW!!! ;DD weeeeeeeeeeeee. gonna be funn yaww!
ouh and yeahhh.. met SHAZA NAZURAH tooooo ;D


if your reading this, its good!! i havee
to tell you the truth. just dun get mad

its fading my love. can't you feel it?
why cant you just talked to me?Im
beginning to unloved you.

Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There
So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story Of a Broken Heart

Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

I'm Trying And Hoping, For The Day
When my touch is enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
We'll be OK if We Don't Let It Disappear





bby, sorry if i ever make u mad or glum. im half of the wrong but i hope
you would really understand when i didn't get to feel your love. it hurts.
and im trying, slowly to understand you too bby. i hope you would 4give
me. im nothing without you.


YAYY! besok ade training. k, wth am i happy for? ouhkayy, of course i get to
meet up with Jill, Rozita&Mesha and new peoples:] but im like blardy scared
for tomorrow's training yknow. Idk anything! But it will be my time to knoww
how to play soccer:)) thank gawdd. Hoping that it will help me. Seriously. Its
like PingYi will have girls street soccer around July. sheeeshh. So, i hope i cn
endure this like what Jill says. Hmm.. praying hard. Kay, all the best. Byeeee
and, gonna miss bby badly when he's gone to KL for like 4days. Sobbb!!

I could sit in this house
In this room, in this bed
Just as long as I’m feeling this way
And boy since you’ve been away
I cant sleep, I’ve been awake
I just lay here trying to deal with this pain..

Four walls and no you (wow)
The silence in this room is so loud
No one else can fix it but you

It’s just so hard to face
I lost you
Why’d I throw your heart away
Now I’m going down
Lke I’m on the ground
I lost you, I lost you (baby)

Ummmmmm.... kindda miss my spiderman :( idk where he's gone to.
im depressed yknow. really really sad. its killing my feelings. haishhh

So, today im quite happy because dad bought for me a soccer boot which
was adidas :] heeeeee.. Thanks to Wan whom helped me to solved all my
probs about soccer boots. And thanks to dad&mum too.

Hmm,, wokeup at 8am and mum told me to go shower because we going
queensway to buy my soccer boots. SO yeahhh, effing happy. I kept :DD
lol. Reached Bukit Merah, ate at there and proceed to QSC to browse for
the soccer boot. Im kindda in love with the nike silver&black boots buttt
sucking it, takde size. Finished. Only size 2. Fcukkk you. Rejected lahh&
like finally, i found a silver&black boots but its adidas:) wat to do kannnn
Its likeee hanye black&gray attracts my eyes. Since there's no pink. Shit
Payed. Ouh, offer anw. SALE perrr.. but still financial about mummy :((
sobb.. i felt sad towards her, seriously.

Then, bought socks too. SUmpahh panjang semacam. Likee wat Syeddah
says, "SOCCER MAH" lmao! after that, went anchorpoint, bought Secret
Recipe. And bought black hair dye. Mummy lahh.. And proceed to Ikea :)
oooooooooo.. and went home probly reached home at 5pm gitu.



and thanks Jill for the info about soccer tournament next week uh bbe:)
lovessssssssss

Noor Firdiana/Fidi. Eighteen.Attach to Darwisy♥

Republic Polytechnic
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I'm not perfect.I don't ask for much
All I need is my lovable people to be around me
Oh yes, my bf =) always be.


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