Dad has a leave from work today. And now, im all alone with dad. Woah =.= haha. Not
going out today. No plans dude. Maybe on Wednesday, im going swimming at Tamp :)
with who? idk liao. Bored bored bored!! Tomorrow afternoon will be fetching Syeddah
from Airport :) Yay!! a lot of misses seyhh!!! ^^ And then the next day, Amirul will be
coming back =D balek dengan selamat ye, amin :) ohya, the pictures which was taken
at the airport before Syeddah and friends left for their holidaes.






omg, what am i gonna do for these holidaes? ass lah. Anw, love's birthday is coming in 5
days time :) Gonna be 16, finally. Like wow yknoww ;D But maybe, i have to miss it =((
awwwwwww.. sobbing. i hope he'll have fun. Ohh, since im bored at home, i did juggling
with my soccer ball. hhahaa.. giler siaaa.. i think my neighbour pat bawah is angry. lols!!
i keep dropping the ball down flat to the floor. Even my cat cant sleep. muahaha!!! I nid
a new soccer ball, Lotto Pink =D hehee

lots of love and misses




this love story is awesome :)

LONG&TIRING DAY ::

So, wokeup at 6.30am just to get ready and stuffs as will be visiting our late ones at
Jalan Bahar there.. near Civil Defence. Im sure you guys know, duh. Cousin and his
wife fetch us&reach there damn fast, hahaaa. Part of it, its very sad yeah, haish ='((
its drizzling but then, it stopped and sun appears out. After all the visiting, grave by
grave, came to lovable atok's one, nearly wanted to cry bt hold on. Neneks sentence
keeps repeating in my head when she says "pak, bangun pak.." i was like at theree,
wahhhseyh! it was very a gloomy touched which makes my tear wanna fall and my
heart was like in an affliction so does others im sure. Sobbing!! ='( it was a very sad
day afterall. Pleading that my family will be strong for all time.

Then, went to World Trade Centre Food Junction to eat, like duh, washed our hands
=.= sighhh* ate Black Pepper Chicken Rice, yummy!! well, took sis picture when she
was sleeping, nyahaha!! random liao. After we eat all, went to urm, not sure eyh wat
is the name of the place, but its around Sengkang there, hmm to visit ayah's brother.
lolsx! haha. ok, lame. Then went home sweet home, shower, chat, sleep like an oink2
and wokeup, check ingredients, called shaza for the options, thanks eyh =) picturesx
later. Maseyh ngantok ni, omfgosh. And love, imissyousodamnmuch!! huhu =( sob. I
understand your working, that would not be a problem aye bt meetup soon somedy :)


biler satu dah pergi overseas, lagi satu pulak yang pergi overseas =((
Will miss Rozita very much as she has gone to Vietnam this morning at 4am.
!!! miss hanging out with her. takecare ayee =)

just finished with my prayers yeah. oh, in the morning, went to airport with JUNIOR
to visit my best best friend going to Sarawak today. Okay, HUGGED her damn tidely
first thing first when i saw her. Met and Know her friends =) friendly lahh seyh! Crap
at there together and take pictures. I swear im gonna miss them!! Will be fetching Gf
after she got Singapore on Tuesday =) woohooooo!!! After the whole sad thing, Linda
cried, awwwww, sedih per. I almost cried too and i think tonight, i'll cry. Mostly, best
gerek friends have gone overseas. Syeddah&Friends have gone Sarawak, Amirul has
gone to Brunei, Hazwan has gone to Batam, Abang Faj has gone to Surabaya and duh
there's more.. huhu, sad yknow. im trying to make myself happy for these few days..
Going out and so random stuffs. Tmrw will be concured for the whole one day. Fams
gathering. Imisslovesomuch. omg, i miss his touch, his face, his hair, laughs* yeahhh,
imiss everything. love and friends, meetup soon.

And thankyou Junior for tagging along. had fun chatting and making random jokes
with you =) and yes, i shared my sadness with him. Omgoshh!! Half boiled egg was
ubber awesome but too much ketchup :) Kaya Toast was nice too. After the day at
Airport, went to meet Nafisah and one of her friend =) went to Bugis only this time
as for me, i need plenty of rest, Junior need to go home before 6pm. Anw, i had fun
yeahhh, hehe!!

aku dah tak nak peduli kalau kau dah sombongkan diri dari aku by hearing rumours from
other evil human mind. do i fucking care? no yeahh xDD the way u treat me is just a piece
of junk. if now u hate me, u will be hated by almost everyone around you ok.. treat me the
right way. see it and not hear it from others. im just a small Fidi but don't ever try to take
advantage. if u are, ur messing with the wrong person. u might have dozens of friends but
in the end, u are the one who are facing with me. and somehow, i have to forget you. don't
even try to care who is the dopey person im talking about because tat human is heartless.

if you think its you, try asking me. your luck:) sometimes, we can trust but just don't over
trust because it'll make you regret.

seperti kacang sudah lupakan kulit

Its raining and the reason for me is when someone is feeling sad and is missing someone,
it'll rain. I still could feel the coldness and the sound of the rain falling down from the sky
or clouds. Today wasn't my day to grin but to frown even if my family makes me smile:(
It just hurts me so much that it can leads me despairing. OnlyGod knows how i feel right
now. It'll last for days. "Endure Fidi, You'll Pull It Through." I wish time will past fast :((
The next day, im going to Airport to give her a hug before she goes to Kuching early in d
morning then going to sit at viewing mall after that in serenity... Will be bringing my psp
to keep me accompany and sees the plane take to the air.

After tmrw, i'll be visiting all the lates at the grave and which makes me more deplorable.
Ohh gosh :(( for sure tears will fall from my eyes. Life goes on.

I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holdin' me
I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you
You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm livin' out my dream
Oh, how I wish you could see
Everything that's happenin' for me
I'm thinkin' back on the past
It's true the time is flyin' by too fast


andimisslovesomuch

Had an awesome day on the 26Nov2009. This is the very first time for the past 3
years having a bbq pit excluded infocomm. And yeahh, this is amusing too :D Miss
all my adoration teachers, laughing comedians and lovely babes, haha ;D

So, before i went to the class pit, had my breakfast then bused off to East Coast Park,
alone while the rest has reached dere before me, duh. Didnt lost my way bt im ubber
breathless walking up to the over head bridge. Sheeshh. Halfway, someone called my
name out loud "FIDI!!" , *smiled* lols. Come to them, talked for a while, met up with
Ex312s and NisahChoo too, hahhaa!!! lots of misses. Was feeling tired when using my
contacts, damn den sat with bestfriends, Shafirah, Shikin, Firah and Choo. Talk Talk,
play volleyball then soccer, Fun Lah. Camwhored a lot, i think. Its all at Dayah's cam!
I didnt take a lot of pics, sorryyeah. 5megapixels still sucks. Indeed, i need more den
10megapixels :) Envy Dayah's Cammy, Canon =D woah. haha. To cut this short, dere
is bbq chicken and a birthday cake for Mardy and more?! lols. And like duh, i had fun
once again. Probly, reached home at 10pm, wow! and love msged me. sorry tak reply
huhu..i dah tido =(( and IMISSYOUTOO, extravanganza :)

HELLO WORLDS =)

I am happy to pronounce that i'm gonna be in 412 next year!! sticking to my
lovable ex 312s =D Like as for Siti Hawa, Melissa, Junior, Shien Yew and He
Tong, HAPPY FOUR YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP being together since SecOne
awwwww :D haha. And for the rest, Blissfully Two/One Year Together =DD
Mrs Toh will be our form teacher. Like wayyyy happy yeah!! 412, this is the
only chance we can PROVE as a class that we can win 2010 Class Challenge
Trophy&a free overseas trip ;D fun right? so, do the best we can eventhough
the past we won third. We are not failures. Well, wen i received the message
from He Tong, i was dazed by seeing my and best buddies name in it =) But
Neena wasnt in it =(( alahhh, sedih per. Will miss dancing with her in class :(
Shaza tetap on, next year same class wey, confirm kecoh! lagi lagi Aswan =D

412 Next Year
Erielle, ShiehYing, Rizafirah, Mardhiah, Shikin, Aswan, Shawn, Sara, Taslim,
Isma, Hawa, Elaine, Jing Jing, Farid, Syaiful, Junior, Shien Yew, Geetha, Divithra,
Shanette, Norzilah, Shaza, Yasmin, Ben, Xiehang, Mel, Jiaqi, Firdiana, Hanisah,
Hiday, Zhouyue, Shafirah, Danish, Hetong and Maggie =DD

RANDOMNESS=
Hello humans, today is the 25th. Cant wait for time to past quick. Omg!! Because there's
more events coming up but im sure after all the events, back to bored, sheeshh. Haven't
even bought my school books. Pity me. I hope my holidaes to Melacca is still on because
im really craving for shoppings, new bag, new shoes. Billabong/Ripcurl/Split? Idk. Shoes
urmmm, DC? lols. haha. Dreams but i hope it'll come true because idw to wear converse
no more like this year. It just hurts my leg badly =(( Ass. Ok, this post is damn random!

MONDAY
sorry friends for not reply-ing your messages, listen to your calls and so on yesterday
night. was very tired and slept earlier like an oink oink :] did had a bad headache that
night. like fuhyooo. Oh yes, went out with Shaza Nazurah Syed Nasser for job hunting
at Airport, applied two. Thanksx to her for accompany-ing me to collect my pay. And
more did happen. Awesomeness. Pictures with Shaza =D hangout soon okay babe?=)


TUESDAY
today, some things happend unexpectedly but i'll grin because im too perky. Nyahah!
Met Amirul then came love at LJS =] bahh.. im pretty full, okay fake. But before that,
coincidence metup with Shaf, Ben all at LJS but after Amirul came, they bused off, oo
yeahh, then ate, blablabla, crapp.

Photographer, Amirul Hakimm!! =) a comedian too yeah. Yes, i did have an enjoyable
day eventhough its just for a while. I felt like a loss without you. Woah, loves birthday
coming eyh =) *kening naik turun*

its been days since i last posted. sorry guys for making you feel impatient, well if only.
the past i worked but now, not anymore as i lost my job for a reason. don't need to be
abashed you should know. the manager called a last minute reasons said that there d
place is full and blablabla. shit reasons yeah. she is the human that anti so much. oops,
sorry guys bt its the fact. her words were really really mean. i trust my work partner
Fardiana. Haha. Twinny name =) she told me a lot advices and i took it seriously. Dun
take it too hard. Bestfriend told me too "Just Leave It With A Smile". I still remember

Love, Bestfriends, Parents really make me smile from a gloomy Fidi to a blissful Fidi.
I did hear songs that cheered me. Like "Its okay, its alright" // i'll find a way better1
^^ cheyyy. okay, im tired and yeahhh, my eyes are swollen after crying for hours=.=

Noor Firdiana/Fidi. Eighteen.Attach to Darwisy♥

Republic Polytechnic
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I'm not perfect.I don't ask for much
All I need is my lovable people to be around me
Oh yes, my bf =) always be.


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