I guess i cannot fall in love easily. My two musketeers were true =') maybe i fall in love easily and fall out of love that fast. But you see, i think, i just had a crush. Maybe , just maybe an admirer. He's nice , very and funny all the times. I cannot reveal his name yet, sorry. But, i still have to know him more better.


Oh mannnnnn, tmrw will be the last day of training, how boring can it be? -.- damn, gonna miss cashier-ing with Arina, Faridzwan and Luqman. Laughing partners whom i just know for 3 days, yet so chilling and fun. Met a lot of friends there, believe me. All of them are friendly. Mostly stayed at East side :) But still, misses

I just wish that one day, we get to hold hands and make fun of each other. Sweet like candy huh? I have been missing you a lot, everyday i think about you but you do not know that yet. When i am scared, alone in my room, i will always think the good memories we have been through, one year ago. We were never ex before, NEVER but felt like one when i am with you. After months of separation, we started contacting with each other again.Well, i am always looking forward for your call every single day. Somehow, i felt bad, very. She still loves you and i do not know if you still love her. And here, i am with you to make you happy :')

You both had been through the hard days together for this few months. I felt commiserate towards you. Everyone deserves to have a true one but you are the one whom get hurt by her.
Both changed for a reason. I am not siding anyone, please. But i just hope that you realised that.
You kept repeating "Im sorry for what i did to you last time......." Its, ok, i have forgiven you long time ago.



ANW, yeah

U are taking your major exam now, all i can do is give you my support. And lastly, i miss you like freaking a lot ='(

Yesterday, went to Sengkang Swimming Complex which is the Anchorvale. Off with my sexy babes and two adiks. Fun, Awesome, i love it :) Even there is haze and drizzling of rain, we still go. Never regretted to go there. Countless of times we took the 8 slides. But major is the 4 slides :D hahaaaa! After that, went to MacDonald for lunch and off to Zie's crib till night. Watched SREAM3 and eat Tomyam, niceeeeeee ^^

I Love My 2 Musketeers :D

i hate to get caught in a love triangle. how suckish it can be. my friend told me that if can, get out from the love triangle situation because it will be hard for me to get out. true but i will get over it, somehow. i got few days left till my result. Its a must for me to give the answer. Damnnnn, help me. Tmrw there's briefing in the morning at 10am. I'm going alone. But i will meet my girlfriend tmrw. She will fetch me, YAYnesss. I'm going to put my own decorated shoes on tmrw :D random. Green Day yay. Will tie plates for my hair :)

8th October 2010
Job Hunting with Lina Honey :D Awesomeeeness with the craps and also her cuteee scolding. Some people when they scold, they do not look angry. Instead they laugh :D lol. Went home early because went somewhere ^^ hehe, Home at night. Got job, yeah. Have to work hard. Pictures wth Lina syng.

5/5


9th October 2010
Went to Cikgu's house and photoshoot at PRP :) Off to Lunch-Dinner at Century Square. Met hot guys. OMG! how fake can it be.

4/5
I rate it 4/5 its because somethings did not go well -.- likeeee shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt


10th October 2010
Happy Monthsary To Haaaachoooooo and Uzzzzzzzzzzz Zzzzzz :D Last Long. Ohh yessss, Went to meet ................ at JE . Idk if i should say his name here. But to be safe. Ok, talk things out. Yeahhh... Off to Airport to meet my god brothers and sisterkuuuuu. FUNNNN LAHHH siaaaaa, lmao. Study DNT too.

4/5
Someone broke her heart.


11th October 2010
DNT paper, Final paper and freedom.

5/5
Freedom arrives


12th October 2010
Job Hunting Part One with same sexy babes :) Hanisah and Nazirah. Interview, Lunch together and with her love life, Uzzzzzz ZZzzzzz =D hahaaaa. Zeeee went out with her ehem, BF ^^ Oh, the saddest, i cried on that day. No matter how hard i tried to get over it, it hurts me when people is trying to talk rumours. LIKE ass toot.

3/5
Sadd and im the cupid for the day.


13th October 2010
Okay, this time, for them, interview :D hahaaaaaaaa. And coincidencely metup with Junior, Faris and Ben at the same place. Which we will be working at the same place :D HAHAAAA! Super Cool.

5/5
At night, went to BRP to take a walk or fresh air. Suuuuuuupppxxx Nice! I saw couples at there. All i can do is smile. Oh i wish .


14th October 2010
Graduation Day :)




Oh yes, as you can see, reading someone's fb can afflicts my feelings but i just throw that shit feelings of mine and replace with a new one. Why do i even need to say when it is already over? I will take it as my lesson. I will find a good one who is concern. You know, i never thought to myself that hey OK, she change because they feel symphatised because of me. Damnnn, never i thought of that. They see you and look at you change for WHO YOU ARE and not because of ME. Take note, We all wanted you to change for the better and not because of one person. I may look small but i can stand up on my own. Even how many posts you wrote about me, there's no price to it. People will know who is the person. And people will start to think what kind of human am i, right?? People will start to hate me that's the reason you are away. They know anything but not EVERYTHING. I have a heart, only one heart to love , care and BE THERE for someone that needs help. I do have ego but my ego is not strong. But this time, i will never do anything because its FATE, like what you said at FB right? Yeap. Lets fate decide.
Okay, this is a waste of time.

School is ending soon ='( how sad can it be. Booohoooooo. I'm going to miss 412 , Dopes and Dolts and more. Hardcore for combined science and a lil bit for Geog. I've been wanting to go Sec Five ='( haishhhh..

Anw, i do have a prob but i will leave that a side as my N's is what i am aiming for. Wednesday and Thursday was like a nightmare. But thank god it ends.

Noor Firdiana/Fidi. Eighteen.Attach to Darwisy♥

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All I need is my lovable people to be around me
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