@ Sunday, February 27, 2011

The fireworks are beautiful. Well, how i wish that my life is beautiful like the fireworks. Pointless, life will never be perfect even though you have the wealth and everything because humans makes mistakes even the President do make mistakes. We are not perfect and we make a lot of sins. Like me, i make a lot of sins and i admit that. I did a lot of stupid things which my friends did not know that. But i swear i never take drugs nor smoke and will not.

I am still finding a way on how to be a good person and stop doing all those stupid stuffs. It was such an insolent of me. I hope Allah is guiding me through. I just need to follow a good path and turn over a new leaf. I have been so different ever since the trauma incident which happened last two years. I don't wish to repeat it this year. Please make me strong. My only hope to bring back my humor is my family and friends.

@ Friday, February 18, 2011

Hi bloggy, i miss you a lot. Sorry if i have abandoned you for a month. The reason was, IM BUSY with school till i went home at 6pm+, everyday remedial , tuition and cca. But this is what i deserved because why? For O'levels. I might be failing a lot of tests in school but i just tell to myself "Dont give up, I can do it" Keep that spirits HIGH because you needed that most especially when major exams is coming.

Last week, i went to Chingay with a good friend of mine, Lina :) free tix so, why not go right? :D it was worth it but exshausted at the same time. I was excited to see the Malay Culture and HipHop. Took over 100 pictures but decided to upload half of it :) Nyehhehe. Afterall, had fun:)

Okay, im still waiting for pay because i wanna buy for mum something. Like seriously! :') And yeah, im still fine without love for now. Maybe the GOOD guy is somewhere out there.

Tmrw im going out with my great bro to Town. Its been months. HOORAYYY! and i wanna finish by tonight can? So i will have lesser hmwk -.- Homework is trying to STRESS us but just have to bare with it for a few months more. Damn, im planning to study hard on Malay O's which will be around May and expectation will be a B4 /B3 for it. Thats really my expectation. I know i can never aim distinction for it because i know myself better. Just have to keep trying. O'Level is not easy as you think it is. The syllabus is times two the N'Level and the grades is times two the N'Level. I have already set a target for myself and i will reconsider it again after MIDYEAR because that is when i will know my results ofr Mid paper.

Before i end this, i would like to thank friends for reading my blog :)