FAREWELL YEAR TWO ZERO ZERO NINE :'((


It has been a wonderful year eventhough there's ups and downs. We always say 2009
is the sway year ever right girlfriends? But looking back the past, i feel like crying ='((
Tears of joy and sadness to leave everything behind. It was the worst that we fought&
everything. Just believe that things will overcome =)/ I remember i fought with Iraah
before maths paper two for final year. It was disaster bt glad that we make it through
on that day itself *sobbs* You could forgive but its just one thing you would remember
is you won't forget all the good and bad things happend. Its all stuck inside your head.

2009 is going to end pretty soon. In just a few hours time. I hope, everyone in this world
would have a better life for the upcoming year 2010. I hope for myself that i'll be happy.
Focus on N's. Sorry to whoever i've really hurt you a lot. Everyone makes mistakes and
forgive me if i ever did harsh things to you. Have fun aye :) Because i'll be pretty crazyy!
at Iraah's house later. Ohhh, waittt, Im late. ok, takecare. Wont be online-ing today =((

AND HELLO TWO ZERO TEN :)
pray for the best































I will always be around
Everything will be ok
We'll be on a solid ground
Best Friends 'till the end
I know we'll stay
I´m there for you
you´re there for me
When we need it the most
'Coz it´s unconditional
We'll stay friends forever, ever, ever.

By register number next year :) but, number eight. Arrghhh. I wish i could have 6
back again like SecOne =.= huhu. Boohooo, first malay girl. Sheesh. Anw, im happy
to be in 412 next year. Strive hard peoples ;D


1. Ang Shieh Ying
2. Divitra Sukumaran
3. Elain Pek Li Ting
4. Geetha D/O Velayutham
5. Guo Jing Jing
6. Lim Mei Hui Melissa
7. Lui Jia Qi
8. Noor Firdiana Bte Asnan
9. Nor Siti Hawa Bte Aziz
10. Norashikin Bte Mohamed Kamar
11. Norzilah Bte Mohamed Kamar
12. Nur Hanisah Bte Jafar
13. Nur Rizafirah Bte Ahsim
14. Nur Shafirah Bte Syed Karim
15. Quintana Erielle Louise Santos
16. Shanette Tan Jia Tian
17. Shaza Nazurah Bte Shaik Nasser
18. Siti Mardhiah Bte Mohd Yunos
19. Siti Nurhidayah Bte Soleh
20. Yam Pui Kath Maggie
21. Yasmin Bte Habib Nooh
22. Zhou Yue
23. Iduh Benjamin Obaje
24. Isma Alif Firdaus Bin Z
25. Junior Chew Bang Hao
26. K Mohamed Farid
27. Lim Shien Yew
28. Muhammad Aswan B Andi A'Shikin
29. Muhammad Danish B Mohd Haris
30. Muhammad Taslim B Mohamed A
31. Ng He Tong
32. Sarabanga Neca
33. Shawn Tan Zong Wei
34. Syaiful Bahari B Asfar
35. Xie Hang

miss this photo? nahhh ;D





Disturbance again and again. Couldn't sleep tightly. Been thinking a lot of things in my head
but in the end, i slept because darn exhausted. Not really but feeling very weak. Till today.
Like wow yknow. And yeah, prepare to see this blog dead when school reopen. O.o hahha :)

Okay, i wont be on9-ing tonight yeah. Not at home, duh. But someone's crib ^^ hahas, yay!
lawls. When school reopens, i'll try to go counseling. Sobbing. Takecare beautiful peoples ;D


"It cuts so deep and it hurts down to my soul, my friends tell me i ain't the same no more How we still need each other when we stumble and fall. How are we gonna act like what we had ain't nothing' at all now"


"I'm all sick and tired of this whole situation Here comes another fight Beating me down with the same conversation"











ive given uppppppppppppppppppp.. ohhhhhh. huhuuuu

Today was a blast!!!!!, NOTTTT!!!

Im just feeling dismay about my attitude, like some physical problems. Brain affliction.
Previously, it did happend before, in school. Much more worstt. But today seems to be
safe, nahh, not really. Sorry that i did hurt you just now ='(( I could hear you but i cant
respond ='((( Eventhough i tried my best to open my mouth, i feel like reserved. Some
silent hill game inside me. How i wish i could fight back.Just too anemic. Im very sorry
for causing you trouble. But my gratitude to you is endless.

Before headed home, went somewhere. Yeahh, still Bedok. Lucky enough that dad didnt
shout at me. He gave me a drink, changed, clean myself den sleep. Still v.weak =( i don't
really talk much from just now. But now, posting. And im doing fine here.

I hope tmrw's overnight at Irah's house will overcome my sadness. Please make my day
with beautiful butterflies please. Ohh, still havent pack yet. And should be i wont be on9
-ing the whole day tmrw. Anything text. Byee&Takecare.





parents says thank you to you :) they didn't blame you.

Im back for posting. Darn tired but still, should be later at night gonna watch a movie
with my friend :) Bahh, Alvin and The ChipmunksTwo peoples. Yea, im slow.. Im just
scared that the seats are full because it is going to be pretty full indeed. huhu. Howw?

Anw, just now waited for Mel's sister to come, Ikea Catalogue. Thanks :) and bused
to school with Iraah. Omg, long time since ive touched my school attire. Haha, duhh
Ok lame. Bought books, uniforms for Iraah. Someone was there, heh.Then to Tamp
eat, popular to buy my Math book. Blardy twenty bucks =.= sheesh. And headed
home. Awwww..
THANKS IRAAH FOR THE TREAT :D have fun at Johor today :)


oh gosh, i got eye problem for these few days. ass. its like burning. hot hot. huhuuu!
the feeling like sleeping :) okay bye.

YESTERDAY WAS DOUBLE THE AWESOMEENESS!! ;D
endless random jokes, laughs and sulk. haha



i'll post back after i got home from this long journey. but somehow, just got my
mood swing and it sucks. maybe its the farewell. shit. wth am i talking ?!!? =.=
haishh.. i feel like im being treated unfairly. end.

Its 2316 in the night now :) Just finished watching the last Singapore Idol and guessy
who won this year? For gawd sake peoples, it was darn dazed. Closed my eyes and i
took a short video of the results. Oh mannnnnnnnnn. Ok back.. And ohmyFgoshhh!!

SEZAIRI WONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ;D hahaaa!! almost
cried. Fake. All i know her mum was about to faint O.o shocking. Congrats yeahh ;D
Happy for him and families. It reminds me of Anugerah! :D cheyy ^^ Anw, meeting
someone that im missing, tmrw. Finally Finally dudex. Vids will upload tmrw.

first time meetup :)



SUNDAY
Hey, its 0832 in the morning now. Random information. Won't be able to online later
at 11++ because i wont be home. Going to accompany/watch Iraah's prize giving! =D
Haha, then going to spent our time laughing like monkeys, take pictures and moree!
Woke up at 8am so no worries Iraah, will not be late but currently tired. For sureee
there is going to be having a lot of talks *yawn* //Video Phone :D hahas. PSP will be
with me for god sake!!!! Lols.. If not i'll die of boredom =.= sheesh. Ok, goodbye.

Fought with this..... primary school kiddo. Haha. Funnyy and also speechless. Just
primary school wanna step huge gitu *roll eyes* I don't entertain luhh. Belum lagi
mantap katekan. I keep irritate her by saying "small kid with small brain!", Small
Kiddo and more. Haha! But chill, i go with the flow. Sape yang start dulu and sape
yang besarkan masalah?Inilah contohnya. Vulga tak perlu pakai. Just talk chill eh
tapi kalau nak debate tu jgnlah sampai pakai keropok, kerepek sini sane. Macam..
merepek kan. Oh, rhyme ;D Berbual werld siaaa. Anw, she's still a small kiddo! :D
WHAT TO DOOOO, complain lagi pat saper? mama eyh. ooo, wow. Scary lorhh :)
Entah2 dier yang twist story pat mama dier. Hehs. One word to say, DOPEYY!! I
wanna use cousins way of replying :) awesomeee. Just two words. Not vulgas lah!
Okay, enough. Small brains.



Just now, metup with Iraahbestie at tempat biaser. Shocking right i reach fast???
Haha, Lagi2 jalan kaki :D Ok, we talked about this kiddo thingy. Laughed like noo
other days ;D Takde mase nak gadoh macam budak keciq. Yeahh, accompany her
go buy this yellow dress. Nice beybehh =D hahs. Like want to go beach :D Yahoo!
Okay lame shit. I was darn selekeh. Wore both FBT tee and shorts. Nyahaha, lols
Uhhh yaa lahhh.. Boleh tahan jugak rumah jauh. hehs. Tied my hair, woah, likeee
its been a long time? kay fake. And its raining :((( was drenched. SHAFIRAHH, u
must play CAFE WORLD!! =D funnnnnn.

Okay, darn bored. Sheesh. Still playing Cafe World since just now. Chatted with Apitt!
He's playing that game too :D bt level 30 plus while im just at level 9. Biggy difference
eyhh. Adore Feesah's Cafe. Lawarrrr weyyy!!!!! :D seriously. Got emporium all. Lalaa
land gitu. Woah =D well, for me, i have to keep cooking =.= *slaps* head. I hired a guy
in my cafe :D hah. Funny. Okay enough. Its 2203 now. Still awake because i slept just
now in the afternoon. You see, dad just complained to me"Diana, from just now u play
computer yknow *wtv face*" lols. Funky Nutz performing next week. Soo going! =DD
Their dance are double the awesomeee =D uhhh, byeee. Urhh, FICO anyone? :D




when i still remember that rippy curly (ripcurl) bag cost sixty bucks =.=
but still, its dead drop gorgeous. buying it :D yay lah!

Hohohooooo, Merry Christmas beautiful peoples :D Hope you'll have and enjoyable day
or whatsoever. Because i know im not gonna have, think so. Haishh. Wokeup at 4 in the
morning and just realised that my hair was damaged. Let me repeat, hair and not heart
Seriously pissedoff, reallyreally. Was about to cry. My ends is like dead already and the
darn dried. Shit. The wtv hair oil or the spray is still stuck in my hair. Fcuking hate it :(

I know i made a mistake by making my decision too early to go cheapo perm. But youu
see, im dying to have my curly back. Missing twirling my hair in school. Awww, sobbing
yknow. Its all damaged except for my upper parts. Thank god! because thats the onlyy
part that its not dried like ayam goreng. =.= tsk.Planning to saveup and go for the very
good digital perm before the promotion stops. I have to sacrificed every week 10bucks
till 18th, and i promise to pay dad back. But he wont promise that. 40bucks for 4weeks
will do. But the perm mainly cost 100 ='( I seriously can't go Hair Secrets Salon at East
Point. Too expensive eventhough is good. Tats what sister says. 170bucks, imagine tat.

Im going to Snip Avenue. Will choose either Lo'Real/Redken. Prefered Lo'Real lorhh =D
Ohhh, im very deplorable. God knows how many hours ive been thinking about my hair
since 4am. Touched my hair, feeling glum. Huhuuu, pleasee dad, help me on the 18th =(
I don't know where to go today. Seems to be pretty boring yeah. Damn itt. All the way i
played Cafe World. Sheesh. Gahhh, missing someone ^^ O,o

Yesterday's pictures :)



THURSDAY
Im bored at home but tired to go out. Anyway, today's plan is cancelled. Chill, no worries.
Was actually planned to go Bowling at E-hub then have dinner there but everythingsxzzz
came crashing down. Half part of it, im lazy. Left one week to spent the holidaes. Oh shit,
i haven done my blardy dnt. I did only 2/10 sheets. Asshole. Pictures please :)) Im out of
ideas, damn it. Imageboard, imageboard. Will make one day free and do it everything!! =.=
The book is with MelMel, lols. Thankx yeah =D


Okay, im like alone at home. Mum will be back home pretty soon. Had a convo with friend.
All i could say was, i was nearly weeping ='(( Truth reveals. Was damn shocked, very very
Awwwwww, okay enough oledi. Next week can say, very pack. Meetups here and there =)
Final week of holidaes katekan :] woah. I just can't wait to bring Mardy along. Yayy!! Meet
Shafirah. Hopefully go fly kite and more. K, random. Byee

Noor Firdiana/Fidi. Eighteen.Attach to Darwisy♥

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All I need is my lovable people to be around me
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