Yesterday, had school carnival till 2pm but ended up, me,
Afa,Kila&Efah went out from school early. BORING SIOL
serious shit. Im tired. So, end. Sorry uhh, tak ikot korang
gi Marina. MAYBE next time ajek.. maybe.
and I MISS SARAWAK TRIP[!] OH and also,

HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY TO
WANI&QISS!

Sarawak Trip To Kuching Will Be Remembered :)
always close in our hearts especially uncle Eric whom
make this trip a memorable moment=) thank you.

Friends, thanks for coming for the last. It was the sweetest
dearest. The airport was actually mostly crowded wit Pyss
students. Gah.. Kila, Sumi&Afa were actually there alreadi.
Hohhhoo and it was the saddest cos it the day that i finally
get to go out from Singapore with frens & teachers. Im sori
because i didnt give you the last before i wen in but thanks
for coming and cherishing the last moment before i go,dear
So, ate at Kopitiam airport after checked in. Muke Kila cam
nak nangis yknoww!! wahhh.. Sume sedih sedih, i aso sedih
seyhh.. hmpff.. but i gotto. 5days. And to others who didnt
make it, nevermind dearest=) i understand ur condition =)



So, you can see the two pictures right? Thats yesterdays photo in school=)
And today, i didnt attend school since there's nothing much& im having a
very bad stomachache& tmrw is CARNIVAL!!

I MISS SARAWAK TRIP WITH UNCLE ERIC!!=((
we cried, he cried after we wave the last goodbye to him at the
Sarawak airport...sobbbsobb

pics will be uploaded during weekends. takecare
and THANKYOU friends for all your sweetest post-s
you guys put at your blog =] terharu lah kan. sweet,
i swear i can say. Now that i realised how my friends
really care for me.

SUSPENSION!! =.= urrghhh..

but its not totally suspension i get. its just that my tinted hair.
wanna take advantage, u can fcuk off kay!! so, i was told to go
home. omggg, tau jekk afa tak dtng and dier suruh aku baleq:)
hahahhaha!! quite pissed off because today is actually my very
last day to be in Singapore as im goin off to Sarawak for 5days.
Yet, i miss my bestfrens blardy much. I didnt get to spent time
wit friends esp Choo whom didnt get time to sent me to Airport.
haisshhh.. But wtv it is, my friends, do takecare of yourself aye.
Maybeeee if i dun have enough money, i'll just buy for you guys
goodies. Hoping you guys really appreciate something:) hmmm,
i need to go shopping too remember? lol. So, now at home alone
with brother? think so. Sis just went off to school just few mins
ago&she said the last "OH..Bye, Bye" Me: huh?? haha Oh k,bye

Probly she wont make it today as her husband wanabe will be
coming back from NS =.= okay, nvm. But i'll be back on Tues.
Friends,sori bt if u guys wana pick me up on Tues, i cant bcos,
my families goin to fetch me =[ sorry but will be back on Wed.
weeeeee.. hopefully.

Message from Kila
Kila: "I swear im gonna miss u sia.."
Fidi: "hahhahaa, me too.. eh, korang nk ape seyh sebagai oleh2?
Kila: "Kiteorang nak kau balek dengan selamat"

seriously, my tears really fall. it was the sweetest thing =)

You make feel like a star:
You make me feel like a star, oh baby
You say stay, baby stay
Just the way you are
And tell me boy you're fine
And you will shine
Forever in my heart
That's why you, yeah you
You make me feel like a star.


Anytime you need a friend:
for you:)

being random =]

On Sunday, 17 May 2009
Went out with parents headed to Changi Hospital since auntie
was hospitalised =[ sobb but i was the one who needed to stay
alone like a noob kid playing psp becos they allow two person
only. Kayyy ummm.. waited almost half hour and they finally
came down =.= tsktsk. Blardy hungry yknow. Went to East.P
to eat at the Istanbul. Yummyyy!! Then headed to Giant =DD
WtFF, there is no small luggage selling. Haiyaa.. Troublesome.
LOL!! So, i was very pissed off lah.. But tahan. Fuhhh. I make
a move first then. Left parents and went to meet Sumi, Afa &
Angelo =]]] its wonderful to hangout with them. Make a closer
bond with each other. Cheyy.. Went to Marina, skate. ummm,
ya correct lah. Saw Kyky! i thought who siaaa stare at me but
ended up it was my long lost friend, Kyky =] gahh.. Thanksxx
ehk bout the cockroach thingy =.= FOBIA siaa!! hahha. After
lepak-ing, ehhhhhhhhh!!!!! wait. Saw Dayya&Zakwan too =DD
lalala.. Kay back. errr.. ok. After lepak-ing, went back Marina,
eat there. Haiyaaa.. **im sorry if ive hurt you taw =[[[ sobxx!
And probly reached home at 10.15pm&it was the greatest.





On Monday, 18 May 2009
Went out with Afa,Angelo,Fafa,Rajiv,Feqh,Sumi&Sarah to
EastCoast Park. WE BREAK IN to the skate park which is
under construction =] The boys seems to have a splendid
fun =] gahhh. Well, videos will be uploaded to PhotoBuc=]
not now maybe but soon before im off to Sarawak. So, yes
we did have fun but just got problem. Itu jek. Sedih jugak
seyh! After they skate, went back to Lagoon F.C, crapppp
Sumi&Sarah went off first =[[ haishh.. After that, went to
MacD and to Bedok Skate Park. But halfaway, i gtg since
me wanna meet mum at Bedok. Bought Sarawak things &
coincidence, met Afa.Angelo and Fafa again. Lalala!! =DD




Today
Im half sad&happy. But wtv it is,
EXAMS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!! =]
but hoping to have good results =] geeee... Last paper was
Dnt. It sucks. I think im failing for the paper. And sumore,
kena caught =.= Cheebehh!!! But mum&sis support me =D
LOL.. haha.. eh hello, schoolS ending closing soon lah ehqq.
Hmpfff.. i was pissed off, very i mean. But lucky i just shut
my mouth!! So, at 12pm had Sarawak meeting. Went with
Shafbby&Fadzli. Had our actual packing list. Den, went off
together wif Mel, Afabby,Nazhan&Angelo.Did i miss any1?
heh! Went off first. FimeL went to T1 and Tm and PasarM.
=) weeeeeeeee~bought makan and stuffs. And went home.
Currently, im still packing for my Sarawak trip.

THREE MORE DAYS!
friends, if i didnt reply ur msg or call from 22-26May, im sorry
bcos im off to Sarawak for a trip. I'll msg asap ayee. =] OH, and
will be back at 8.05pm on Tuesday =]

IMISSAFA!!!!!

MELOVEAFA!!
a YAY for me =] weeee~

Ummm, soo yesterday went to Johor last minute, shit mann.
My hair was like "eh fuck siaa" .. tapi nasib dah mandi. Rush
to change all then went out at around 11am. JB was blardyy
jam dude. Can u really imagine? So, me auntie tried the wtv
new biometical[?] hah.. kekek pah! we failed to pass through
at first lalala.. Reached City Square, went to have breakfast,
curry ikan&ayam penyet. Wahhhhh!!

Then then, survey the rebonding cost at there. @#!!??@@!!!
sheesshh, the cost was all above 200RM =.= . Above, okay:x
For u, it might be cheap but for me its not. I can find a better
one =) Went to Angsana then. So, found this rebonding shop,
sort of a high class lahh. And its Shiseido&Cass? yeahh! So,
its 3hours++ =.= kiMakkk, i nearly fainted at there. Woahhhh
Hmmm... after that, went back to City Square, eat again and
i bought a shade!! gahhhhhh. Probly, reached home at 11pm.
Sumpah aku pengsan pat dalam bus! =.=

Now, im satisfied. I didnt regret because i love it. And i miss
my bby :(

im back for blogging people =]
happy? for what! =.=
Sunday, 10th May 2009
Someone called me in the night. So, i thought it was my
mums friend who called but ended up, no. It was Afa :)
Rushed to mum, asked mum to picked up. Soo, she did.
Paiseh. Mum pun terkejut because it was not a girls(V)
haha. Then, i continue talking. Kimak, i thought who at
first but it was Afa like i say =DD lalala. He asked me to
go under my block. I was like """" krook krook. bahaha
So since im effing bored at home, i made my decision &
went down to meet him and his brother =)) Told mum
that im going down to kedai, interchge.I was alone with
aunties. Kay, random. "Vroom Vroomm" hahhaa..Ohh,
Afa& his abang =) then, we slacked. My attire was like
=.= haiyaa.. dun wanna elaborate about my attire. Soo,
they told stories and i kept silent. Haha!!! Then almost
10pm, went home. Cam biasa. Dapat kish =] sweets.


Monday, 11th May 2009
Went out with Kila, Efah, Afa, Sumi, Sarah ;) headed to
Changi Airport to study and crap there. But it ended it
wasnt the day that everyone was looking for. Even me.
I couldnt do much. Even i was stuck halfway but i have
to force myself to let it go. And i did =) It went well but
some problems were going downhill, again."Imagine it"
U will be shouting like a mad girl or boy. Gosh. But wtv
it is, at least i spend my time with my precious onessss
kan? Yeah. Loves a lot. Cherish your time. And probly,
Sarah went home first and left us. Head to Tamp since
there's pasar malam. Wonderful =))))) really. It was at
night and lights at there"Bling Bling"Can make ur eyes
burnt. Lol. We slack, we eat. And we went home :) Afa
was with me while othersxz went separate ways. I can
really say that i feel its coming back. Like kindergarden
WOW!!
Tuesday, 12th May 2009
Notink much but i was sickly. Mel panicked that i almost
vomitted at the canteen. She pulled me to the basin dere
Geeee.. thanks anw :)

Wednesday, 13th May 2009
Had Social Studies& Physics Exam. It sucks, seriously -.-
im not confident in passing either both. Still, my stomach
was not feeling well. Like dying. And left them first. I nid
plenty of rest since mum said that i fainted from 5pm till
10pm yesterday night. OMG! hah... Wokeup at 11pm, sis
was sleeping. Studied SS and Physics till 2am. Msg bby :)
and Mel too. But ended up, they sleep at around 12am -.-
I was alone. Then sis wokeup. She was like "Whatt are u
doing?" Shocking, i know. And we ate at living room since
i've not eaten since yesterday.


I WISH YOU COULD FEEL WHAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW.
I REALLY FELT DEPRESSED :(

OINKKKK!! ahhaahhaaa... kay lame.

I HAD A SUPERB WONDERFUL HANGOUT YESTERDAY!
oOOooooOOOoooOO
*Going to EastPoint to support HYDIR!!


So, reached inter first! then followed by Fafa then Afa&Is =DD
waited for Rajiv like djnzuueaklaei!! kiwekkk, tak melt per aku.
lol. But ended up he's still at home[!] =.= den we wen to EP 1st.

WOWWW!! sooooo manyyy people and at there, theres Aswan,
Alep =] hmmm.. after 1hour gitu, metup with Sarah!! weeeee~
crapp alot =)) then Rajiv came. LIKE FINALLY. Is left first. N
we, me, afa, sarah, fafa&rajiv went to ParkwyP to meetup with
Kila&Sumi[!] HAHA! and headed to Banquet. Gaaahhhh.. okay.
Sumi&Sarah kecooohhhhh kepErrr!! sisterz kan =D heee. Den
wen to toilet and slack inside the babys room for almost 10min
=xxx while the boys stand outside =P alalaa.. keciann XD and2
Fafa went home :( hmmm.. Planned and decided to go Tampy!
to accompany Jiv study. ohhH but b4 that, camwhored before
Sumi&Sarah left.. sobb.. do meetup soon ayeee. gaaahhhhhhhh
first pic with Afa =] tinkso, haha. But it was sweet though =)))
*melts. Slack at Tamp till 10pm++ siyolll ... lambat keper! So,
Kila&Jiv left first dan hanye tinggal kite duerr waiting for the
bus... geeeeee... i just hope that this love will get stronger than
ever :) Thanks bie for sending me ayeee. Still much app, love!!


To KilaDKiller:
**KILA!! HIDOP MESTI HAPPY TAWWW!!! this is what we call
life. Life is full with upS&downS but im sure, u'll get through it all,
my dear =) LIFE GOES ON. u need to fight for ur rights
**OMFG!! sumpah Hydir nye suare sedappppp!! cair uh.. lol =DD

-i just wish that my parents would buy for me a new phone on my birthday=(

THANKS MEL FOR THE PHOTOGRAPHY =]






Chalet: Last Sunday







senyumanmu membuatku cair, afa =]

I was depressed because i failed my Chemistry 37/100 and now,
my only chance is to pushup by asking kakak to teach me =] nvm
becos i know i can and maths, i got grade 2 which was 70 =[ gosh!
helpppppp meeeee!! hoping that i'll pass in the end. praying hard.
Kayyy, nothing much happend in school. Gawddddd, i swear i <3 him
ade lahhh.. semakin hari, semakin fidi sayangkannn dier! OHHH, and
probly agknye saturday will be going to EastPoint to support Hydir!!
with my loved oness =]]

KAY BYE!

HeyyyHooooo!!! ;D

Guess What? DID I JUST SAW THEM BOTH YESTERDAY?
holding hands. pehhhh mesra. i dun want to elaborate about
this. Cos its not a big deal :) life goes on.thanx Rozita&friends
for supporting me throughout those hurtful days.

Firstly, went out to study with Shaf, Fadzli and Taslim then Sara
came halfway. LOL

Soooo yesterday, met up with Rozitabby&Chiqka at Vivo Cheers
then headed to Sentosa. Metup with the others then. GAWD!!!!!!
saw my adeq angkat, Haniza =))) Canteq uhkiee. Slack for hours.
Ku rase skin tone pun dah change =.= hahhhaaa. Camwhore lahh
and at about 7pm, went back to vivo. Lemah semangat x( cheyy!
hug rozita. tears didnt come out actually yknow but....... kay best
then Rozita followed me till Bedok =D awwwhhh. Sorry bby that
i need to go home early :( Reached Bedok, sent Rozita halfway n
home sweet home tapi, coincidence metup with Sara =.= LAWL!!
hahhahaaa

Rozita, thank you for cheering me up and supporting me. Eventhough
we stay far, u were there for me to share my stories too.
Friends, it goes the same to you guys :)

KORANG GEREKKKK uhseyhhh =D

19 more days left =) CANT WAIT& 2 more days to MYE
pray hard, pray for the best
hoping to be new on the 17th May ;D

Kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah
Ada dusta
Kasih antara kita
Jangan berduka (kekasihku)
Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah
Menerima
Segala-galanya dengan redha
Mungkin suatu hari
Kita akan bersama lagi
Aku masih mengharap
Segalanya kan
Berulang semula


IM BORED but TODAY WAS FUN eventhough i didnt get
to slack with Shafbby like we used too :( nvm larh uhkieee
Sooooo, but lucky there was Faz, Sara, Taslim& ShienYew
to follow with. Went to meet up with Shaf at tempat biasa
and had breakfast then camwhored a few pics and thatsx
when time past and i needed to meet up with the boyss at
PasirRis but last minute kiweekkkk, meet at Tamp Safra!
Chicken, no vacancy for the bowling so, patah baleq. Took
taxi since ShienYew treat. Kay go. Reached there, went to
book d bowling place. We waited almost 1hour bt afterall,
I HAD FUNNN playing bowling with them and i hope dey
too =D gahhh. Camwhored with them aso larh ehk.. After
the two games, studied at BK. And probly, went home at
around 8pm? EARLY SIYOLL, LOL

went to the BK counter, ordered onion ring and went back
to the table. Give each a try. Pics? Will be late.

Taslim: "Raseee ape sahh ni???!!"//"What taste is this??!!"
Me: QUESTION MARK?????? (roll eyes)
Fadzli: "ONION LAHHH DENGG!!!"
(laugh like we never laugh before)

command sense lah.
TMRW ADE COUPLE UHSEYHH!! SHAF&FAZ!! feeewittttttt!
LOL
SWINEE!!! hahahhahhhaaa.. and currently now, msging Afa =D
cheyyyy. And tmrw going to continue study with they all ayeee.
INCLUDE SHAFIRAH!!! like finally yknoww. kay best. N Fadzli
won the bowling. I got third placing. Lose by 1point. Sheeshhhh.

Noor Firdiana/Fidi. Eighteen.Attach to Darwisy♥

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I'm not perfect.I don't ask for much
All I need is my lovable people to be around me
Oh yes, my bf =) always be.


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