Okay, i should update. Currently fb-ing, blogging and webcam with bby :D wahhhhhhh. Errr, what should i say? I wanna go out badly :( im dying at home. Heh. OH wait, going out tmrw with Nadia and the rest. BOWLING at Marina. Jeng Jeng Jeng. Morning exercise. Okay lame fidi lame.

Yesterday watched Harry Potter. It was... OHKAY but i wanna watch Rapunzel. Its kindda comedy to me :D anyways, two more days to work, booohuhuuu, coffee everyday. OMFG.

Ahhh, damnn. I miss bf a lottt, huhuuuuu, IMYYY LAHHHH. Meet soon!

Second post for tuuuu day . Ermm, im still waiting for bby's text. Awwwww ;( sobb sobb. Got the feeling low battery? New phone kan ? Heee. Happy and Congrats :D Omg, i hope you will sent me to work when you are not working ^^ cheyy, macam menyusahkan jek. Anyways, hope to have fun and make friends there :') but still, RBS ROCKSSSSS!! miss them so much :(

Urmm, currently uploading pictures. Fault days yesterday, slash slash, hahha. ok, wth. Im feeling bored, thats why im like a lil bit RETARDED. Weep for me. Im hungry and waiting for tmrw. Movie with Nadd :D hehehuhuhaha. ^^ Errr, confirm tmrw wear slack :) Split tee and ... errr, jeans? arrghhh, who cares. But die die have to bring jacket. uh yeah, bye!

Its been a while, so, why not i introduce myself again every single year. I have a name, every human has their own name but my parents named me Noor Firdiana Bte Asnan :) for me, that is a wonderful name. I am still breathing even though i am breathless at times -.- lols, for 16 years full of regrets, success, tears and laughter. That is life. Educated in Ping Yi Secondary. Which makes me a secondary 4. Standing 147cm, i am happy with that but i just need to gain more weight. It is easy for me to lose and takes years to gain. I am a pure Muslim/Islam. Glad to be one. Me and my sister looks alike but she is tall. I am still wondering if we have a mixed blood. Okay next. I have 2 siblings. My brother 23 and sister 20. I am not close with bro but im soooo close with my sister. We share certain things :) i really love her as my sister so do i love my parents eventhough at times when i am really really mad, i was insolent to them :'( You know, i always pray that i hope god would help me change to be a better person =')

I am really obsessed with chocolates like how i am in love with bf, Faridzwanshah :) I adore hot pink but, i go with the flow with all colours :D Butterflies are beautiful. I saw white before but i am scared to touch it, hah. I have split personalities , revealed clearly. I can dress casual at times and i can dressed 'dope' when i feel too. I am not a dancer or singer, but i love to watch them dance and my friends sing. Its okay to dress what you want whether you are a dancer or singer or NOT a dancer provided that you don't dress like as if you are killing your own self. Fashion suicide i mean. That is my first split personality. I have another but , i am still thinking whether should i post it or not.... Just giving you guys a clue. I can be mean at times and nice if you are nice to me. I can change myself and i know i can control it.


I can be easily emotionally and physically and mentally hurt by someone who REALLY2 breaks my heart. I mean MAJOR problem especially in relationships whereby you really love that someone and that guy hurt you like some SH*T , you cry and cry all day but that guy is tooooo ego and leave you hurt all alone. Like that. If its minor, i dont care, i am used to it. I was once traumatised really bad in school till i can forget myself. Eversince the incident had happend in school, i could not really remember back mostly all the memories like how i can remember those memories last time. I got a huge depression at that time.

Uh yeah, skip skip. I love trying different sports. I played for SPFC womens football team before in 2009. Won champion. I back out this year because of major exam. Used to be a cheerleader in 2007 and 2010. Netballer and Malay dance, back during primary school days. Likes to run but not a 10000x fast runner luh. In an ALPINE house (blue) Four years champion in a row. And now, i am chilling. An infocommer. Computer geek. Part time 'stalker' hah, wth. Every single year except 2008, Ms Saw will never failed to ask me and some friends a favour to design Class Expectation for Maths, 100% passes. I tend to love Math :) My studies went well for the first 2 years but i think its because i slack too much during sec 3, my sec 4 results was sooo freaking horrible for the half in 2010. Another half, i put on my best shot. Hoping that i got the chance to go Sec 5 with the rest.

Oh please, i am not arrogant. I am just shy if i just met that person or i can be loud . I do love friends that is very outgoing :D i can make stupid jokes to make people happy even just a day i know that person. Everyone has a sense of humour and everyone can be morosed when they are in an inconsolable situation because we got feelings. Been in a serious RS before but too bad, not fated. Errrr, what else should i say. Oh, im dreaming to be a fashion designer as my part time career but somehow, someone pulls me down :( but im still holding on to my wishes.
I do not drink, smoke or sheesha, believe me. Its just hard for me. Been there but never done that. I meant its okay if my friends smoke or something. its normal in life :) i guess, thats all about me yo. Peace.

Cannot wait for 0930 to past :D wooooohooooooo! Gonna get ready , everything and off to Simei first and to Novena. I wanna go EXPO as there is IT sales plus ...... MEGA FLEA MARKET, oh awesome or what? but confirm there is a lot of humans shopping -.- darn. I am craving KFC's chicken! huhuhaha!

I shopped yesterday with my Nadd to Bugis and to town :) Hehe, soo happy, okay lame fidi lameeeeeeeee -.- And im in love with UniQlo's jeans , only $19.90!! freaking cheap. Im buying that soon, YAYY me! Arrrghhh change the subject, had and argument now, bye

Why not i post about bby right? Ohman, i miss him a lot :( i hope he knows that. Whenever i miss him, i always pretend that his presence is beside me when actually there is no one , sobbsobb. Ok, he is busy with work, i cannot possibly disturb him right? well, have fun on that ^^ while im dead at home, alone (sometimes)

You know, there is something special about him. You should know that sometimes we get attracted by boys sweet talk to girls, the way they flirt and we get so hyper. But as for him, there is one part that i find him special. Not about how he looks like, but ..... his smile that makes my heart liquefy. Ohhh my, im so in love with him. His smile, can make my life sooo blissful :D if i were beside him now, i would pinch him hard as i can . He is toooo adorable to be my bf. Gahhh





Muhammad Faridzwanshah, ilovehimalot :)
the guy that i met during Robinsons time.

Second post for today because i promised SOMEONE that i'll post about him , LAUGH OUT LOUD. Okay, let me think, this post is surely from the bottom of my heart, okay bestfriend? :D Happy uh , i post about you, got picture some more. 7% GST for that! since i put your picture at my blog ^^ hahhaa. Don't PLAY PLAY arhh. Let me just type his name here.

MOHAMMAD AIDIL BIN NORDIN :D ,


as known as AdilSupafly as known as my guy bestfriend :) we cheer each other up and share problems too :) he is a good friend of mine. We known each other like last year? Jyeahh but then, something happend in the mid of 2010, lost contact :( boohuhu. His birthday is on the 5th of APRIL. He got the swag , kachinggggg* He kept saying he is FAT, but i don't think so -.-
STUBBORN right? and i know he is freakingggg TALL, like double of me. Okay fake. My one irritating guy bestfriend , please do visit him at Science Centre because thats where he is working now. HAHA. I got faith in him, really i do. I can say he is a SHY GUY, like omg :D but still the best ya! :)

SHOPPING
Holla peoples :D today, i feel like dying because i did not go out and shop, too bad :( but tmrw, is a yeah :D still finding ripped jeans while i have found beanie at M&S $18 two days ago -.- Bugis with my sec one mate , hehe, misses like a lot but just for while as she got kenduri later on. Its ok. Maybe from bugis to far east = (CHEAP FACE) haha, why? cannot uh? lol. Sister was like "You stayed home??" and i said "Yeahhh.." what she meant was if she was me, she will go shopping. HAHHAAA, I am waiting for year end sale and johor trip.

SARAWAK
Omg, i really miss JB. Oh no no, i miss Sarawak more. I wish i got the chance to go back there . That place might not be like NY. But i love it :) I still remember for the last day , with our uniform on and we have to watch this dance. Well, me and nazirah slept at the extreme behind. Cannot tahan! we were so freaking tired :( and i miss the 5 star hotel, OMFG. The food especially. I was the first person to wake up everyday and wake nazirah and my JUNIORS up :D i miss doing that. If not because of Robinsons, i would have travelled to India and even before to Melbourne. Just not fated BUT, i never in my life REGRET of working at RBS. All my colleagues are all nice :D / yeah, that baby face friend of mine, Tawfiq, just went off to New York 2 days ago? DAMNN, have a safe flight dude.

TWENTY THREE MORE DAYS to N'LEVEL RESULTS!
Im scared :( Im aiming at least 18 points will do. I have to go secondary 5 :( im very morosed for these few weeks because i have been having bad dreams about my results. I just hope i pass. My aim for D&T is distinction. Ohmann :(

LOVE
I miss my Muhd Faridzwanshah, a lot! I just don't why must someone bring back then story when she was once with him? Are you still hoping for him? Whats over is over. You talked about me when YOU DO NOT EVEN KNOW ,even a percentage. Why? Im not mad at you or something but i know how you felt . Ive been through it. There is no need for me to argue with you. Im 16 and not 6. So, i don't need a fight. Leave it with a smile. You are strong to move on and Let me be happy with him.

only god knows how long can we last.

Hehe, huhu, having headache, shit. Anyways, yesterday went out for a while with bf and friends to Clarke Quay and as for me, gave Nazirah a big shocked at Robinsons Centrepoint :D Working uh babe? hahhaa. Oh RBS, i miss those days. I wonder why must it end so fast :'( Next, John Little. Hoping bf and friends will get the job too , boohuhu. Getting pay tmrw = SHOPPING. Ohya, Half of it will be given to mum. Half will be MINE! HAHA! okay, so evil -.- Buying one of these shoes. Still wondering which one to buy. Help me!



I gotto make list of things that i wanna buy plus im buying for sister her night essence, err okay :) Everything BUGIS STREET! haha, cheap face. Its okay if its cheap provided that it is NICE :)
But for shoes, different story ^^ Uh yeah, i die die have to go shopping , SALES! I want a date with bf :D lols/ Ok bye.

Okay, im back. Time is up for Robinsons and im missing my colleagues, awwww ='( best colleagues ever, lots of misses and memories. Friends are awesome there, love it. We only met for like how many days and there it goes, crapness in us. Problems facing with different customers. Spanking butts. Giving hugs. Tears of joy. Annoying Hasan's voice will be the loudest. Talking to Bangla while waiting for the train. Angry at times. Running here and there for price tag. Hearing the same new songs till we memorised it. Kicking peoples butt. Boxing. Wearing Robinsons tshirt. Name tag and we almost break all the rules. Okay, lets come to the sweetest one. Found our love there and i met mine, at first sight since the training and till now.


Awwww, i felt like weeping during the last day of work and now too. Wonder where we all will be heading after this Job ='( Hoping that we will not lost contact. You guys means a lot to me. And i miss the four tills. Always get scolded =')



EXPRESS COUNTER :')



toodles beautiful peoples~

Okay, its been a while since i last updated my bloggy. Dead, so sad ='( O'level just ended and hoping that my contract will finish asap. Next will be JL . huhu. You know, working with my Robinson's friends, was the most fun experience ever, i swear :) and i got this emotional feeling that i will cry on the last day, hugging my friends, saying goodbye, see you soon, take pictures and so on. Ohya, im soooo, bringing cammy on sunday, last day for me. Awww, boohuhuuuuu! this is moroseful. Hoping to meet them again. They were all nice people :)

And fell in love with a guy during the second day training at RC. Damn, never i felt love at first sight till i found you. Almost everyday we get to see each other but we do not have the time to talk. awwww, very sad right? but u will always remain in my heart. It was supposed to be a secret but then, it spread so fast , lol. My friend ask me this "Are you going to be sad, i mean you guys going to depart from this job soon?" "I'll be very sad but its okay...." i hope we won't lost contact after we all depart from Robinsons (sad face)

And Arina, i hope you will get well soon! i miss you a lot. Huhuuuu

Ohhhman, just got a scolding from sister ='( berry berry morosed right now. Okay, stop it. I will give back your blouse asap lah. Huhu, sorry for not asking you permission. Im just scared. Anw, just now, went to RE for interview thing for Hanisah and Nazirah and as for me, about the time-shit, haha, i mean time sheet :) Before that, had lunch at this squeezy Banquet around Raffles Place. Rich peoples -.- damn. Oh should i just say, working peoples ? -.- HAHA. After that to RE. And after RE, Somerset for a WINDOW SHOPPING. Oh no, i mean, just a walk for the sake of NAZIRAH, lol. Went to Orchard Central, level 12. I swear its scary taking the escalator which is near to the transparent window (I wonder who created that design -,-) Should have taken the elevator. So peoples, don't think of killing yourself by jumping down from a tall building. Wake up! You yourself is scared of heights, might as well just overdose yourself rather than jumping down right? LMAO. Not teaching but facts.

After the whole excitement at OC. Comes to 313 Somerset, well that's when the part me and zie played this huge, well, not really CHESS, how fun. Bored of playing small chess, just come to 313, level 5 outdoor for some random games. After we sweat a lot, head home. Just about to reach my crib when someone just pushed a maid and she bled a lot . FREAKING shocked to see the blood flow from her nose. Hanisah was wayy like a human hulk without transforming into a big body builder. She's angry, Nazirah frustrated, I , idk ? =) but i felt commiserate. Ran to kedai mama to buy plain water. Damn worried and stayed there till 6pm. And HSH ^^ ohya, my chickies came to my crib and stalk FB, okay WTH -.-



I guess i got a crush huh :D

Noor Firdiana/Fidi. Eighteen.Attach to Darwisy♥

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