Currently, today thursday 9 October 2008 is Maths Paper 1
and its more to sec 1s work. Cried when i reached canteen and


Mel : Fidi .... !!!!
Me : Wipe my tears and try to be strong


others didnt know that i was actually crying but Yaya suspect.
like normal, i miss arwah atok =(( sobx sobx. The things that i
canot forget is he did to us soo many good things and he is gone
just like that [snap snap]. But, im sure atok is up there happily
with his motorbike?? maybe and im sure, his looking at us now.
I just have to face the fact that his gone forever and all i need is
2 pray 4 him. Me n families do really love him n really miss him


then headed home with a sad face. i keep looking at the carpark
because thats the place where atok always stop his motorbike n
give us air batu n duit, just like sis says. It hurts seeing him gone


reach home, sleep as i didnt have enough rest. wake up, study
while mom and dad were going to give fitrah at the masjid and
they will be heading to cousins crib. now, alone with sister -.- !