Sunday, November 28, 2010 ♥
@ Sunday, November 28, 2010
Its been a while, so, why not i introduce myself again every single year. I have a name, every human has their own name but my parents named me Noor Firdiana Bte Asnan :) for me, that is a wonderful name. I am still breathing even though i am breathless at times -.- lols, for 16 years full of regrets, success, tears and laughter. That is life. Educated in Ping Yi Secondary. Which makes me a secondary 4. Standing 147cm, i am happy with that but i just need to gain more weight. It is easy for me to lose and takes years to gain. I am a pure Muslim/Islam. Glad to be one. Me and my sister looks alike but she is tall. I am still wondering if we have a mixed blood. Okay next. I have 2 siblings. My brother 23 and sister 20. I am not close with bro but im soooo close with my sister. We share certain things :) i really love her as my sister so do i love my parents eventhough at times when i am really really mad, i was insolent to them :'( You know, i always pray that i hope god would help me change to be a better person =')
I am really obsessed with chocolates like how i am in love with bf, Faridzwanshah :) I adore hot pink but, i go with the flow with all colours :D Butterflies are beautiful. I saw white before but i am scared to touch it, hah. I have split personalities , revealed clearly. I can dress casual at times and i can dressed 'dope' when i feel too. I am not a dancer or singer, but i love to watch them dance and my friends sing. Its okay to dress what you want whether you are a dancer or singer or NOT a dancer provided that you don't dress like as if you are killing your own self. Fashion suicide i mean. That is my first split personality. I have another but , i am still thinking whether should i post it or not.... Just giving you guys a clue. I can be mean at times and nice if you are nice to me. I can change myself and i know i can control it.
I can be easily emotionally and physically and mentally hurt by someone who REALLY2 breaks my heart. I mean MAJOR problem especially in relationships whereby you really love that someone and that guy hurt you like some SH*T , you cry and cry all day but that guy is tooooo ego and leave you hurt all alone. Like that. If its minor, i dont care, i am used to it. I was once traumatised really bad in school till i can forget myself. Eversince the incident had happend in school, i could not really remember back mostly all the memories like how i can remember those memories last time. I got a huge depression at that time.
Uh yeah, skip skip. I love trying different sports. I played for SPFC womens football team before in 2009. Won champion. I back out this year because of major exam. Used to be a cheerleader in 2007 and 2010. Netballer and Malay dance, back during primary school days. Likes to run but not a 10000x fast runner luh. In an ALPINE house (blue) Four years champion in a row. And now, i am chilling. An infocommer. Computer geek. Part time 'stalker' hah, wth. Every single year except 2008, Ms Saw will never failed to ask me and some friends a favour to design Class Expectation for Maths, 100% passes. I tend to love Math :) My studies went well for the first 2 years but i think its because i slack too much during sec 3, my sec 4 results was sooo freaking horrible for the half in 2010. Another half, i put on my best shot. Hoping that i got the chance to go Sec 5 with the rest.
Oh please, i am not arrogant. I am just shy if i just met that person or i can be loud . I do love friends that is very outgoing :D i can make stupid jokes to make people happy even just a day i know that person. Everyone has a sense of humour and everyone can be morosed when they are in an inconsolable situation because we got feelings. Been in a serious RS before but too bad, not fated. Errrr, what else should i say. Oh, im dreaming to be a fashion designer as my part time career but somehow, someone pulls me down :( but im still holding on to my wishes.
I do not drink, smoke or sheesha, believe me. Its just hard for me. Been there but never done that. I meant its okay if my friends smoke or something. its normal in life :) i guess, thats all about me yo. Peace.
