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Tuesday, December 7, 2010 ♥
@ Tuesday, December 07, 2010

INCONSOLABLE

I am feeling so down since the last three days. All i can is just fake a smile everyday because one day i will get use to it, so sad. Blardy fcuking sad. Guess its like my depression mood is back. Hi depression , you suck -.- Im trying to chill myself. Going somewhere today and weep!!!! DAMN IT. Started so good but why, whyyyy must there will always be something that blocks our way???? Wondering. If only i can kill myself without any sins, i would have done that long ago.

AHHH, ok anyway.. Ive been working working working from 2pm till 11pm. Had lunch yesterday, LIKE ALONE -.- how pathetic is that. Work alone, Eat alone :( SUCKS. I almost cried infront of the customers. I feel so retarded but the rest made me smile :') but another thing why im sad is because... the blood clot :'((





Okay, i think i should better go now. Meeting someone later.






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