@ Monday, August 25, 2008

Yesterday, 24 August 2008 Sunday


Ok, currently yesterday in the early afternoon went out with parents and
sister to 'tempah' baju for upcoming hari raya. Oh, my baju is pink colour.
Fcuk lah the colour. It should be in gold colour then my sister lah, last min
she want gold. Chicken ass. Tat one, nevamind. Gosh, it cost like $120 for
tat particular one kebaya. If two how much? Kns rite. Almost $300 mum
have spent on the two kebaya's. Gawddd, luckily still i got the short black
kebaya which mum bought 4 me, last year. Its pretty better but i swear
the kain ikan duyung is fcuking tight. Ohhh, i wish i get to wear the same
colour as Yassin this year hari raya, i wish. Damn, lets stop crapping okk.


After go 'tempah', went to grandma's house since grandma ask a favour
from dad and all were needed to follow. Sister was not that happy becos
she still need to study for her upcoming test. So, no choice. Reach there
n we slack and crap a lot plus we browsing out the photo albums which
grandma have been keeping it for years. Gosh, saw mums olden pic wen
she was a teenage adult. Quite pretty i can say and when i look through
all those beautiful memories which have been past, it was really sad. If
only i can rewind back. Such a big difference from last time and noww..
We have grown up, a lot i mean a lot. Especially sister and cousins =]]]]


After going to grandma's house, went to eat and went home and and i fall
asleep straight away. Its raining anw. And i seriously miss baby badly =[[
Im still waiting for his call. When can he possibly call. Oh pls bby, call me.
Im lost without you. Haish, sob2. Wake up and still bby havent call me. At
like 7+ Yassin called. Was damn happy when he called but just for a while.
Ohh, i was bored at home and decided to follow mum and dad to seny bro
2 Home Team Academy which is at CCK. Semangatlah pasal nk gi CCK kn.
Afterr sending brother, went to Lot 1 and shop a lot of foods. Lastly, went
going home, get to past the Singapore Sports School!!=] lil brother was at
SSS, anw. Msg him lah. Im quite missing him too. Bcos his the only lil bro
i have in my life. I swear im glad to have him=] Peace ! And i cried. Sad.




Today, 25 August 2008 Monday


Its a starting of school and its on Monday. Needed to wear tie but halfway,
i take out. Its Dnt and its quite okay, we do practical. Im seriously pissed
off during English lesson and im fcuking dissapointed. During recess, i cried
becos why? Im losing Yassin, im losing Radhi, Im losing Haniza and more.
Why am i losing my loved ones? And due to my bad result! Sucking it. Its
like miracle. Gosh, i dun want 2 talk about it all i need now is 2 Perservere


BBy, Call me every night to comfort me can dear? Im losing you.
And, tmrw is cousin 14th Birthday. Its ALFIAN anyway lorh.