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Sunday, September 28, 2008 ♥

@ Sunday, September 28, 2008

to my shwit loving bby, yassin

i know we both stay far apart
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and day by day, our love is fading
i try to be strong to make this relantionship last forever
i know forever means happy never after
but i really wish we can last long forever
like we both promise each other

BUT

suddenly there's something blocking in between of us
i couldn't feel your love neither you can
i feel our relantionship is falling apart
like a small rock falling to the ground
im jealous of ur popularity with the girls
and i feel like im left out here, alone
i trust you that you don't admire other girls
i trust your words , i trust your love for me
but, i just can't trust myself. its hard
i love you with all my hearts
i love you of what u are now but
why is my love for you not the same as ur love for me?
im confused. maybe i changed a lot ever since i have
problems with my friends and families and i keep
forcing myself to do stupid stuff that you unlike it.
just like you ask me
"Why Cant I Just Share My Problems With You"
my problem is you and me, our relantionship
is fading, yes. can you feel it? i hope so
its becos of me. im the one who is too much
i didnt make you happy like u make me happy, always
i failed to make you smile widely everywhere
im not the old fidi i used to be before. im sure you
want me to be the old fidi. i really wish i can changed

now, all i can do is too stay strong and try to be
who i used to be, a cheerful person and to love
you always and forever. i will never dare to
give up my dreams to stop loving you. I will
never do that. Bby, if you really really love me
with all your heart, call me in the middle of the
night on 6 October 08 exactly at 12am to wish
a Happy 9 Month Anniversry, next week. can
you do that for me? I'll promise i will stay awake
just to wait and receive your call. If you love me,
you will do the sake for me. If you can call me
exactly at 12am on my birthday last time
eventhough we are not together, can you call
me bby? i wish i wish i wish

i love you, bby always and forever

This is love
It's writin on my face
It's the way i lean my body towards you
Even when I'm a 100 miles away
This is love like a diamond in the sand
It took so long to find you
I can't wait another day to say
This is love