Sunday, April 26, 2009 ♥
@ Sunday, April 26, 2009
I Wish you didnt love me
I wish youd make this easy
It was love that caught me
Now it's fear that keeps me with you
I want to be by your side
So I can close my eyes
To the growing emptiness inside that kills me
When I'm with you
You try to break me, Try to hate me
So you can fall out of love
You want to make me believe that I'm crazy
That I'm nothing without you
It's unbelievable but I believed you
Unforgivable but I forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you
Now I'm standing on my own
Alone
I feel you in my shadow
My heart feels cold and hollow
No matter where I run I see
Your eyes always follow me
You try to hold me
Try to own me
Keeping something that's not yours
You want to make me
Believe that I'm crazy
Make me think that you're the cure
Im currently having depression for these few days. Im not
feeling that good as i'm thinking too much. Just last 2 or 3
days ago, AKU putus cinta dengan Wan. Its me hu ask for,
not him :( Not to be bastard /whtsoevr, it wasnt the same.
I felt uncomfortable. I cant continue. Im sorry. More Info?
I wrote inside my diary[book]
ALLLLLLLLL,, about what's
happening to my life. Its unbelievable. Im depressed.
I'MSTILL thinking of hym. I cant' get him out of my mind all
day. I wrote inside my diary mostly was ALL about him.
Sape sape yang sedih or i hurt ur feelings, maaf.
** 3 more days to 2 months breakup :(
** 1 more week to their 1month anni
** 1 week and 2 days to MidYear Exam
** twenty six more days to Sarawak Trip
