Thursday, October 15, 2009 ♥
@ Thursday, October 15, 2009
im pretty bored now. really bored. its been a while since i last chatted with
kakak in life. Fake uhh!? lol. Anw, im feeling very very deplorable today. I
might have the funS with friends but i wont show that my sadness to them
Gotto chill when they are with me. At home, get ready frown face began to
grow. Paham? Sedihhh pahhh!! huhu. I was nearly burst into tears. Sobb!!
I waited for like more than 20hours but i have to understand. Goshh. I can
die for sure. Just have to focus on last two papers and thats it!!! :D i can go
wherever i want to which includes sun tanning at sentosa. haha, mcm phm.
Im sad not because of the papers but im really missing him.really really
missing him like sooo much! i feel like i was underside of the world,alone
huhuuu.. only god knows how i felt for the past 4years. Omg. Crumbling.
Takpe fidi, you have to be patient in everything you do. Think positive&
dun give myself too much pressure.
I know that im going to sleep late today. Have to study socialstudies! =.= Till
AM pun takpe. Cos i want my whole family to sleep soundly then i can study
peacefully. I cannot giveup this wan. I want my distinction back mann.Please
fam, sleep early today. Hehh ^^ and of course SINCE TAKDE ORANG AJAK
KELUAR, im going out on sat night? Nisah's silat at TampSafra,cheyy cheyy!
