Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ♥
@ Wednesday, December 09, 2009
left only memories.
There's a lot of things going around my mind but i just don't know how am i gonna type
it here. Too confusing, like illusion :( I didn't sleep well for these few days. Sometimes, i
wokeup in the middle of the night & thought to myself what else must i do? (teardrops)
What did i do wrong?? Can you point it out for me?? My heart beats slowly so does my
tears roll down in a slow pace. Put on my earpiece and keep hearing the same old song,
do it again and let it slide. Its just so depressing to see your loved ones beginning to die
out of colours. How long can you take it this way? Forever seems Never. Thats the aim
i'll never use forever. It does nt exist in my dictionary, not anymore. Ive burned it long
ago.Now its my time to stand up for myself and put on a smile even if it hurts me more
than it hurts you.. I don't want to make myself traumatized like i used too just because
of depression:( Friends helped me a lot that time to remember who am i actually.They
were there for me in school but what if i were to be trauma now, alone? I bet im gonna
admit in a hospice. Well, forget it.
and yes, i do miss my girlfriends
missing the dopes and dolts
and more. still left a few weeks before school reopen. go out soon!!
Cause I think about you every single day
And it kills me everytime I hear your name
I love you but I feel so far away
I'm asking you, just let me know, boy think about it
Cause I think about you every single day
And it kills me everytime I hear your name
I love you but I feel so far away
I'm asking you, just let me know, boy think about it
