Friday, December 11, 2009 ♥
@ Friday, December 11, 2009
Life for these past few days isn't that right. its like the world has gone upside down. Im
still confuse about my resolution that i've made:( There's still one person that i have to
ask before its all in addition, my brother. Maybe he knows the key to the answer. Well,
i can count on him. He gave me good advices and full support:) All i must do is wait and
endure and making sure that im fully prepared to be defeated ^^ Im strong and brave
enough to motivate step bystep that i'll be taking pretty soon. It'll never be d end even
it has abolish. I'll promise that no matter what, i'll be like an airy that shines brightly ;)
at you guys but it all just takes time, to love.
I wonder what did i do wrong till this is crumbling. Somehow i feel like killing myself
alone in my bedroom, locked up, starve of hunger and leave peacefully. Im sorryy if
this is the harsh way but what else can i do? I'm just a sucka for love. Hurt you once
& den i hurt you twice. How long can we take it? Iloveyou, yes i do with all my heart
In the beginning when i saw you, it was like an airy pointing at me.. Like heaven =D
Your voice was like a composure when you talked to me :) I still could remember ur
cherubic face till now whenever i saw you. Your last caress touch still keeps in mind.
Eventhough you're not always here wit me, bt i still could feel your presence always
beside me. Will i be beguiled when i say your trustworthy? I hope not, i hope its not
the end of us.
with love, firdiana
