Friday, January 8, 2010 ♥
@ Friday, January 08, 2010
Hello Earth. Im back for posting :) imissbloggingimissbloggingimissbloggingimissblogging!
Damn it, its been 3days of not posting or surf. Have to stay away from my computer until
N-level ends. Chill lah, not like forever but only weekends i have to cherish with my com!
huhu, i was sobbing at mum that i have to sacrifice of not facing the computer screen ="((
mum was like "Whyy?? =.=" Lols.
Anw, second day of school was the weird day for me. I feel so pathetic, sheesh. My phone
actually rang during Chemistry class which i forgotten to silent it. Teacher was like umm,
speechless. Lucky enough it wasn't Math lesson. Omfgosh. Was thrilled like some, umm...
Idk eyh how to describe. Ok, when comes to Math, there's my panick feelings came. But,
thanks to Aswan, he help me!!! if not, i'll be blank without him sitting beside me =.= shit!!
School was fine but tiring. Thank god at least there's school because beautiful friends make
me grin :D i don't really show my sadness, yeah. Just be ... happyy :) Put the probs behind
me. Hmmm.. Ohya, i was pissed by this tag at my friends blog. How daring he/she put my
name at the tag and say crap shit things. Wahhhhh, likee... dopey. Heartless. Assholeeeee!
Forth Day in school was ohkay. Didn't had much fun. Boohooooo. Sobbing. For the fifth
which is today, was.. fine, i guess. Im still crying inside. Went home early with Iraaaah.
After i got down from the bus, i kept thinking to myself, when can i ever have my smile
back, my happiness. Why can't all this problems just go away from me?? Im physically
injured, bleeding from the inside. I wish i could vitality. Those beautiful past was likee,
wow! But then, its crashing down now. Why can't we fight for this love?! Am i too cruel
to you?? I cant understand why must you always say Goodbye. istillwaitingforurreply.
See the place on the wall,
Where the picture of us used to be.
I fight back those tears, cause I still feel you here.
How could you walk out so easily?
And I dont understand,
how I can feel this pain, and still be alive.
And every little kiss,
From your tender lips,
Couldn't of been a lie.
I fell hard over head,
Without a safety net,
And I don't understand this goodbye.
