Sunday, February 21, 2010 ♥
@ Sunday, February 21, 2010
half of it, i took vids of their expression. Will upload it soon alright? We were
at Kila's crib yesterday afternoon together with the owner, nenek, Irah, Min,
Shaza, Nana and Zeze :) Probly, it ended at around 6plus? Lets express our
gratitude to nenek for the movie fun :) Yayness babes.
Bought for sister her bbt, myself. Shaf too :) Shaf headed home while me,
nana and zeze went to MacD to accompany them to have their bite. Had a
laughter together :) Then went home. I walked home instead of taking the
bus. I was walking wen this anonymous stranger was talking like an alien
means, too fast for me to understand. I gave the 'what face' ^^ haha.
That night, i did ALL my homework including my remedial ones. I was darn
sleepy that i shouted "ARRGGHHH, im so sleepyyy -.-" One of the show that
really caught my eyes was some malay drama which is really morose. Almost
cried. About two child and a mother. The father died because of sickness but
everytime the wife wants 2 beatup the son, the wife always thought of her late
husband's message not to physically beat the child up. It was really touching.
So, when im at bed at around 11pm, lucky enough sister was in the room :D
because i was feeling scared. Yeah. But it was a disaster, i woke up at 4am&
it was so hard for me to sleep. So i kept thinking beautiful stuffs and there i
fell asleep.
Today, i don't know whats the reason for me being feebly. Like scared yknow.
Was shivering and i swear the morning wasn't making me calm. I wokeup at
0830 and parents were out. Watched teevee and i realised that time past fast
for today. It was making me worried because i wasn't in a mood to study ='((
Sad much. For the whole morning, my heart was breaking, sobb.
Somehow, i cried for a reason. But im still finding the reason why. I was way
too down and i force myself to stand up and be happy. Let the pain be behind
me but not in front. Its all because of you that ive been thinking lately :( But
hey, i guess there's no use loving you because you yourself do not know that.
It was just my imagination. I want you to agnised that je vous aime tonjours.
Find the meaning. Its like impossible to you, i perhaps.
Its just a remembrance.
hanya kenangan yang tinggal.
memories.
