Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ♥
@ Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Sorry guys that i've privated my blog. i privated it for a reason.
now, ive unprivated it because i remembered friends who does
not have a blog wants to read it too :) hmm, ohkay.
now, ive unprivated it because i remembered friends who does
not have a blog wants to read it too :) hmm, ohkay.
I don't feel that my life is being treated fairly :( i admit im small but it doesn't mean
that i don't have feelings. It hurts when somebody is trying to look down on me esp
wen d person doesn't respect.Don't you have a heart? What was on your mind when
you say like that?
LOVE::
Half of it, im very sad, im trying to give myself a time out. Soon, i guess.But its just
that, i can't get this thing over. How badlyyy i really want you to know but, im still
finding the perfect time to tell you.
Hanya engkaulah yang ku selalu fikirkan.Tak pernah ku lepaskan rase rindu
kepadamu, _______. Setiap hari ku akan selalu menyebut namamu dalam
hatiku yang pedih ni.Sebulan ku paksa diriku untuk melupakanmu, tetapi, ku
tak bisa kerana kenangan masih ku ingati. Denyut jantungku apabila mendengar
suaramu yang merdu itu pada kali pertama engkau datang kepadaku. Dan
sekarang, kau telah pergi dari hidupku. Walaupun sebentar sahaja kenangan
kita, ia amat mengagumkan sekali. Ku begitu rindu kepadamu. Tetapi, ku tau
engkau tidak begitu peduli tentang ini. Hanya kenangan yang tercicir.
i wish i didn't exist.
and so do i miss my 'used to be crush'
That day, i took 14 to queensway & i just realised that the bus drove
past Kallang Kfc, especially. So, the bus did stop due to the red light.
I look in a glance but when i look awayy, something is like forcing me
to look again before i regret. It was so hard for me turn and see but,
i did looked at it. My heart was like infliction. It was darn hurtful tat
i couldn't bare with itt, a tear fell from my eyes ='(( I tried so hard to
forget about him for a month but.... i cant!!!!! All the memories kept
repeating inside my head over and over again.. And it tells me that i
still love him. I know that he won't even know about this situation :(
Because he couldn't read this. I tried to chat with you but, there's no
courage in me to make the first move. I wish you would haf chatted
with me again :'((((( i wish.
I knew it that it would be the last thats the reason i wanted the last hug
from you because i know, we will never be to together again =((
We said let gopast Kallang Kfc, especially. So, the bus did stop due to the red light.
I look in a glance but when i look awayy, something is like forcing me
to look again before i regret. It was so hard for me turn and see but,
i did looked at it. My heart was like infliction. It was darn hurtful tat
i couldn't bare with itt, a tear fell from my eyes ='(( I tried so hard to
forget about him for a month but.... i cant!!!!! All the memories kept
repeating inside my head over and over again.. And it tells me that i
still love him. I know that he won't even know about this situation :(
Because he couldn't read this. I tried to chat with you but, there's no
courage in me to make the first move. I wish you would haf chatted
with me again :'((((( i wish.
I knew it that it would be the last thats the reason i wanted the last hug
from you because i know, we will never be to together again =((
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
