Tuesday, July 6, 2010 ♥
@ Tuesday, July 06, 2010
So, its 7.20pm and im wayyy getting more sicker. Why today??? Why can't it be after
Wednesday? Tmrw's my N'level oral, oohhhmann... I hope i won't lose my voice after
i wake up tmrw. Omg, praying hard!
I cried today, really bad. Friends was like, ehhh, kau ok takkk??" im fine but some
trauma things. Flashback during primary school nerd days. How i really suffocate..
I just wish that when im in secondary, i jus wan to be happy because let us all leave
our secondary life with tears of joy. And i hopee to stay another year with beloved
friends. Now im fine.
School ended at 4pm. And stayed at the canteen till 5pm? Crap with Dolts about Afa's
joke -.- its killing the stomach. So, walked with NeneKila & board a bus to meet mum
last minute. Followed mum and to guardian to buy this fever thing. I can't eat medi :(
mum scared that i'll feel dizzy the next day. Lagi2 tmrw N'Level oral -.- what do you
expect?? Im currently fighting my fever. I cannot be weak, seriously. Wanted to take
pink form today but think twice, i gotto save it and be strong. I made it but its soooo
damn pain. Fever, Flu, Cramps, etc. I really really pray to God for at least save a day
for me tmrw to be strong. I needed that most.
And now, im posting. I miss someone but when i received a message, well, it was right
after i cried, tears of joy. He made me happy, my emmett :) how i really really miss
him a lot. I wish we could talk. I wish we could hangout someday. Well, that's all have
to come later ='( IMISSYOU alot.
