Tuesday, July 20, 2010 ♥
@ Tuesday, July 20, 2010
What if someone that used to love you suddenly hated you fcuking bad after what had happend between you and him? What do you feel? Sad? Angry? Heartless?
I'll probably say that im both sad and angry at the same time. I didn't expect that this would happen but its the decision that i have to take and fight for it. You see, you may see all the bull shits status about you at my FB well, actually, i don't have the freaking guts to do that but you make me say stupid things bout you! maybe that's the way that im going to forget all the things had happen. I HATE YOU! Im being so freakish mean because this time, i can't let any guys step onto my head AGAIN and NEVER. Too much. Oh no, I DONT MISS YOU BUT im showing you my hatred feelings to you. The pain that i'll go through is the pain that you'll go through.
You talk shit things about me, i talk shit things about you too okay? Being unbias right? Because if this is what you want, i threw it back. Feel the heat around you. I know, one day, i'll get dull fighting with you and so on. I can forget you, POSSIBLE but i will never forget what had happen in the past. Even if you wanted to seek for forgiveness, i'll say it now. I forgive you and pretend that you don't know me from the very first beginning.
I'LL PRETEND THAT YOU DON'T EXIST.
"i don't have the guts to say these but you make me want to." ive been in a long love story and i know how it feels. feel so angryyyyy!!! but i know, one day i'll forget about you. you're no longer my emmett. and im not rosalie no more. this hatred feelings will fade IF YOU leave me alone.
I don't mind if you're in a process with another girl. What i give a damn? Its your life and i can have a new replacement too. But not this fast. I just have to face the fact that we're not fated to be together. So, accept it.
saw that post i put at FB?
