Saturday, September 4, 2010 ♥
@ Saturday, September 04, 2010
I am not a fully good girl. Everyone is not :) I did noob stuffs when i was 13. I pierced my second hole at my ear during Hari Raya which makes Ibu shocked after seeing it. I pierced my nose at the right when i was 14. Mum said that i look like an Indian -.- It was pain and my nose was swollen. I have to take care of it. I always get scolded of using a nose stick during school. I always get caught about being too vain during my 2007. I used silky girl makeup before going to school. I used black mascara and more. Freaking vain at that time. And lastly during my lower sec, I look like a one disturbing minahrep -,-
After i stepped 15, my life changed. I restrained from using makeup and applied baby johnson powder before going to school. I decided to close my nose hole eventhough its tough for me. I still keep my second ear hole. My ex changed me a lot and turned over a new leave. He pulled me from being a one minah skinny. Be casual, normal.
I lost a lot of blood when i was 13. Maybe , just maybe the reason why im lack of red blood cells ='( i was despaired. It was unexpected when i had an accident which deeply cut my elbow. It was just 3cm but deep cut. Blood drips after a drip. Pailed face. Sent to the hospital for stitching. Half of my uniform was fulled of blood. People stared. Tragic moment ='( thats why im lack of red blood cells. So, get it? Traumatised during 15years old because of depression problem. I've caused a lot of problem. // Fell from the swing suddenly 4times. Had a second deep cut at my leg when i was a kid. Choked a full mentos which almost killed me when i was just a Primary 1?
Well, this is life. Take care.
ilovebf.
