Wednesday, December 8, 2010 ♥
@ Wednesday, December 08, 2010
Thank you to all friends that really cheered me up. You know what makes me wanna weep more? Is when reading all the motivational posts that my friends gave it to me at facebook. It makes me more sad but then stronger than before because i know they cared. Somehow, i am still depressed about what happend yesterday night. I didnt expect that we would end this fast. But i sacrificed for him so that he can fulfill his wishes. His gone and She is so LUCKY, very. Im gone for good bby. Only memories are left. Cried me a river.. I cried so badly yesterday night. I could not sleep well , thinking why must we end.... I cannot force you to stay with me. Oh how i wish.. I have planned an outing on our first monthsary but everything went downhill. We are just not fated . AND a word Sorry is just not enough.
Its natural to get heartbroken in RS but your my love at first sight. Sanggup tinggalkan aku ='(((( im soooo freaking sadddd. I fcuking love youuuu but this is what i get in return... ='((((
I regretted , a lotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt... Am i sooo worthless to you? Im different from her,YES , totally. the way we love you is DIFFERENT. But u cant expect every girl you are with have the same PERSONALITY. Maybe she is the ONLY GIRL. U make me feel like a loser and people are laughing at me. Oh no, they are not laughing at me but they pull me back so that i can stand up again rather than seeing me fall to the ground everytime i got a heartbreak. But, Thanks for everything. Im gone.
